Honour

Luke tells us that this is more than just helpful social commentary that Jesus is giving the guests at the dinner party; a few helpful tips on better party etiquette. In the competitive “you scratch my back I’ll scratch yours”, world of honour and status in ancient cultures, start low, advises Jesus. You might then get the surprise of your life when the host invites you higher up the honour chain. At your first Hollywood dinner party, don’t brag about how many Home and Away episodes you starred in, seeking to mix it with the other hot-shot celebrities, only to see Tom Hanks walk in! Jesus isn’t just saying that a little bit of humility and generosity go a long way to prevent total loss of face in a shame and honour culture. Luke tells us this is a parable. There is always something familiar and something that is jarring in a parable.

The familiar. In our contemporary world of professional expectations and media scrutiny, we too know the delicate cocktail that is ego and self-preservation, as we balance the reality of moral scrutiny and approval from one’s peers. The same existed for the public officials of Jesus’ day - the Pharisees with their followers, the various Rabbinic schools, the Governing class of Sadducees; all had prestige, reputations, intellectual credibility, righteousness and moral honour to maintain. They knew how to maintain “purity” ritualistically, culturally, and personally. And, as Luke says, they were “watching” Jesus. He too was under scrutiny. He was invited to the party, which was a vote of minimal respect. The Pharisees saw him as a genuine intellectual and teacher, but was he “one of them?” Could he be admitted to the golf club? (It had a 2-year waiting list). Did he quote the right texts, the right thinkers, the acknowledged authoritative interpretations? Did he understand the Torah, the Messianic hopes, the resurrection, the requirements of purity and salvation, correctly? They were the official gatekeepers of God’s system, of the truth about God. So, they were watching him.

The jarring. Jesus places a grenade on the table! He does this at the end of the parable, after the social etiquette part (don’t be too cocky about where you sit, for the host might “demote” you - “OMG I could have died of embarrassment!”), He proceeds to blow the whole thing sky high. For all those who exalt themselves will be humbled, and those who humble themselves will be exalted. When this grammatical structure is used, known as the passive voice, the subject of the sentence is acted upon by another agent. But who is this other agent who does the ultimate demoting or advancing? Who ultimately decides who or what is truly honourable? It’s not the ones handing out ribbons to each other based on their own code of honour. The ultimate host, when the passive voice is used, means God. God finally arbitrates where truth and value, worth and honour, is truly evident in the history of our behaviours and choices. This is clarified when Jesus mentions his alternative value system. Why not invite to a dinner party those who cannot repay you, or who are outside your value system? The righteous are the ones who do that, and according to Jesus’ system, will be acknowledged on the day of resurrection (Judgement day) by none other than God. You see, it actually doesn’t depend on you Pharisees at all. This system you prize and preserve at all costs means absolutely nothing to God! I simply don’t recognise your system, says Jesus. That’s the grenade!

What if the person who is at the top in your system, is relegated to least worthy of honour in God’s system? And what if an absolute non-contender in your system, is welcomed home in God’s system? What if God’s view of righteousness and what deserves respect and praise and exalting clashes with your system? This is not a polite thing to say to your host who kindly invited you along to the dinner party, albeit to check you out, but also, potentially, to secure you a spot in the gold club. Jesus isn’t simply breaking a few rules of social etiquette. He rejects the game outright. (Later in Luke, Jesus tells us to take up his cross and follow him. We are to place no value in these games either).

The entire dinner party show is based on misplaced Pharisaic confidence that they know who the righteous and pure are, and what is required to be part of the elect or chosen ones of God. (And don’t all our systems, Presbyterian, Evangelical, Progressive, Liberal, tend to make similar claims with confidence). Jesus asserts that God is not a slave to our systems but is competent to judge who is truly pure of heart, and possesses a spirit worthy of honour, and is thus of his Kingdom. Anything else is a vain usurping of God’s domain despite using a lot of “God” language to defend it. God’s love and grace always empowers and transforms lives. What if our systems are actually thwarting God’s system? Otherwise, you wouldn’t even be hosting these self-interested dinner parties. You are all in an echo-chamber of mutual applause where you all know the rules, who is in or out, and you keep it that way. But what if God has a different set of rules? What if love is abundant and the invitations are endless, and the potentially included are millions of impure, immoral, lost, and ignorant Jews and Gentiles? How dare you decide for God. Whatever system we subscribe to, our job is simply to love the unloved, notice the un-noticed and invite the uninvited.

 

We best serve God by making our dinner parties generous. So go, Share your mercy. Share your forgiveness. Share your material resources. Share these things with those you see in need of them. Do it deliberately, sacrificially, generously…until that day…when the host will take care of the minor details about seating.

 

Bruce Fleming

Desiree Snyman
Call Upon Our Lives

On Wednesday (24 August) our liturgical calendar that we follow is set to recognise St Bartholomew, Apostle and Martyr. I want to begin by briefly profiling who St Bartholomew was, given that this beautiful sandstone church that we gather in for worship was named after him.

Bartholomew

So, who was Bartholomew? And why is he relevant? Bartholomew was one of the twelve apostles of Jesus and early sources say he was also referred to as Nathaniel. Bartholomew hailed from Cana in Galilee and was martyred in Armenia for converting Polymius, King of Armenia, to Christianity. The name Bartholomew means Bar Talmai or the son of Talmai. We find Bartholomew mentioned in the three Synoptic Gospels – Matthew, Mark and Luke. In the Gospel of John, Bartholomew is identified as Nathaniel, a friend of Philip as we just heard of in the gospel account for today. A further mention of Bartholomew is made in the Acts of the Apostles.[1]

 

Biblical commentators have described Bartholomew as having a low profile. While not the only one of the twelve to live in relative obscurity, Bartholomew represents a quiet alternative to the more visible and vocal public witnesses frequently associated with the apostles. With such a low profile the commentators have implied that Bartholomew’s contributions may have been lost in archival care or scattered in upheavals that existed at the time. Were there deliberate acts to destroy his contributions because of jealousy or rival factions. Was Bartholomew someone who in fact did very little? Or was Bartholomew, the thoughtful one, prone to process his faith internally and intellectually, without a big fuss?[2] As I read and reflected about Bartholomew’s life over the last few weeks, I sense that he lived his life simply, meditatively and his call was to serve others.

 

Our Gospel Reading – John 1: 45-51

The essence of our Gospel reading is that of being called. Essentially, our Gospel reading focuses on the call of Nathaniel, shown in the interactions Nathaniel has with his friend, Philip and of course Jesus. I would like us this morning to consider our calling…

 

What is the call upon your life?

 

What is our calling to ministry, here at Alstonville Anglicans?

Or, more broadly speaking, as a Christian how do we exercise our call, use our gifts in the wider community?

My hope is as we explore this passage together, we will see that the individual circumstances we experience as part of our human nature, our humanity, that is, how we are made in the image of God can contribute to our calling when going about our lives.

Our opening verses show the interaction between Philip and Nathaniel. This interaction comes after Philip has been himself called by Jesus in Verses 43 and 44. Jesus’ invitation to Philip is to follow me! I get the sense that Philip is excited about his invitation, his call to follow Jesus. He wants to share this news. Philip has been described like Andrew as someone who cannot keep good news to himself, he needs to share it with others![3] So, we see Philip went and found his friend Nathaniel. Noting what Moses wrote in the law we see Phillip sharing with Nathaniel that we have found the One about whom the prophets spoke - Jesus of Nazareth, the son of Joseph.

 

What is Nathaniel’s response to all this?

 

“Can anything good come out of Nazareth?” Not the most positive statement that can be made! Can anything good come out of Nazareth?

 

Why would he ask this?

 

Now for us, we know what the good is coming out of Nazareth because we live on this side of the resurrection. However, back in the time of this interaction between Philip and Nathaniel things were different. Nathaniel was contemptuous, he was well educated - there was nothing in the Old Testament which foretold that God's Chosen One should come from Nazareth. Nazareth was a quite undistinguished place back then. Nathaniel himself came from Cana, a Galilaean town, and in the country places, jealousy between town and town and rivalry between village and village, was notorious. Nathaniel's reaction was to declare that Nazareth was not the kind of place that anything good was likely to come out of. It was Nathaniel’s experience. It was Nathaniel’s knowledge of Nazareth. However, Philip was wise. He did not argue with his friend. He just simply said: “Come and see!”[4]

 

Come and see! Words used by Jesus in the previous chapter. Come and see! Another invitation… Philip wanted to show Nathaniel that things were different and would be different. Philip had come to know Jesus.

 

Nathaniel Meets Jesus

And so, Nathaniel came, and upon meeting Jesus, Jesus could see into Nathaniel's heart. Jesus says, “Here is truly an Israelite in whom there is no deceit!”[5] Nathaniel seems surprised by this, that upon meeting Jesus he would make such a statement. How do you know me? Jesus’ response was that he had already seen him under the fig tree.

 

Why a fig tree? In Jewish thought the fig tree always stood for peace. The Jewish idea of peace was a man could sit undisturbed under his own vine and fig tree. It was a place that was leafy and shady, and it was custom to sit and meditate. This is what Nathaniel had been doing! Nathaniel would sit and meditate, think through, and pray for the day when God’s Chosen One should come. Nathaniel would meditate on the promises of God. Upon meeting Jesus, Nathaniel now felt very strongly that Jesus had seen into the very depths of his heart. Nathaniel thought - Jesus knows me and acknowledges that Jesus is the Son of God and King of Israel.[6]

 

It is Nathaniel’s human nature, the practises that he applied in his everyday life that attracted Jesus’ attention. Yes, Nathaniel may have been initially critical about the good coming out of Nazareth, but Jesus still liked what he saw and called him. God wants Nathaniel to keep his humanness because he is made in the image of God. Nathaniel's heart was transformed.

 

People from the Bible

In the Bible we see other people who God has said keep your humanness. In all you do keep your humanity.

Think about Adam and Eve. God created them to till the garden. They chose to turn their back on God. God banished them from Eden – God did not stop them from tilling the garden, Instead God said it would be harder, God asked them to care for His creation. Keep your humanity.

 

Think about Abraham - Abram as he was. God went to him with a specific reason. God wanted to make Abram a great nation. He was a great man – a wealthy man. God wanted him to lead many people and do so by keeping his humanity!

 

Think about Sarah, who was eaves dropping near the tent when Abraham is told by three angels that Sarah would bear a child. Sarah laughs! God said you laughed! Sarah said I didn’t laugh. There is back and forth argument. God says call the child Isaac – which means laughter in Hebrew. Don’t lose your humanity!

 

Moses. Moses is out in the fields and is a stuttering shepherd. God says to him I will give you the words, but I need you to shepherd my people. Don’t lose your humanity!

 

Mary. Mary is a young teenager. God says to her I need you to be the mother of my Son. Mary is a faithful young woman who is curious and who says how can this be? God wants that curiosity in her so that she can raise Jesus to become the Son of God.

 

Jesus calls his disciples and tells the fisherman to become fishers of people, but don’t lose who you are as humans, become something more… Be disciples!

 

We are all humans! Therefore, we are all created in the image of God.

 

But God wants us to do something more… God wants us to become disciples. To become a disciple, we need to use Philip’s words, Jesus’s words, “Come and see!”

“Come and see!” How do we do that?

 

Application for us

For me, my knowledge of God grows as I am fed by his Word. Each day I am in the practice of reflecting on the verse of the day and going through a daily devotional. I experience God as I come forward to receive Communion at the Lord’s table. I also experience God as I interact with the people around me each day – family, friends, colleagues, students, strangers. Through these interactions love and care can be exercised, and the image of God is shown.

 

For us as Alstonville Anglicans, we say… Come as you! We welcome and invite humanity in all its forms and collectively minister love and care as we serve sharing the good life as disciples and followers of Jesus through corporate worship, the Op Shop, Play Place, Messy Church, the Community on the Verge (garden), Pastorally caring for others. Our humanity, our humanness, the ministry we do can then be extended into a community context as we connect with others in our midst.

 

Can I encourage each one of us not to lose our humanity, our humanness when carrying out the ministry we are called to do. They are important qualities that make us who we are and are part of our calling. God looks into the depths of our heart and uses these qualities just like He did with Nathaniel. God does not discriminate, but rather loves us. God knows our heart and guides us. God invites us to come and see! Out of this love we are made in the image of God to be His disciples to exercise ministry boldly, to exercise ministry quietly and without a big fuss in the world in which we live.

Amen.

 

Mark Stuckey LLM

 

[1] www.catholicreadings.org

[2] Portaro, S. (1998, p. 145) “Brightest and Best – A companion to the Lesser Feasts and Fasts” Cowley Publications

[3] Barclay, W. (1956, p.76) “The Gospel of John – Volume 1” The Daily Study Bible St Andrew’s Press, Edinburgh

[4] Barclay, W. (1956, p.76)

[5] John 1: 47 (NRSV)

[6] Barclay, W. (1956, p.77)

Desiree Snyman
Mary the Mother of Our Lord

Today we celebrate Mary the Mother of the Lord.

 

We know very little about Mary's family background; nor do we know much about her life. The gospels are strangely silent about her. We are not certain if she belonged to the Davidic line, as the angel Gabriel's annunciation implies, or to the Aaronic line, as her kinship to Elizabeth would imply.

 

According to the 2nd century document variously named the Infancy Gospel of James or the Protevangelium of St James, Mary was born of a rich but childless couple, Joachim and Anna, as a result of fervent prayer. Her grateful parents dedicated her to a life of service in the temple, where, from three years of age, she lived ‘as a dove that is nurtured: and she received food from the hand of an angel.'[i]

 

At the age of twelve she was taken from the temple by Joseph, a widower, as a result of a sign marking Joseph as her divinely ordained protector. Later she was appointed among seven virgins to the task of weaving a new curtain for the temple, the same one that was rent in two at the time of Jesus’ death.

 

It was during this work that the angel of the Annunciation appeared to her. When she at length was found to be pregnant, both she and Joseph were forced to undergo the water test for adultery[ii] which they successfully passed.

 

Near the end of their journey to Bethlehem, Joseph searched for a mid-wife while Mary rested in a cave. A cloud overshadowed the cave, a great light appeared, and the child was born and began to nurse. The mid-wife was astonished at these miraculous signs accrediting the Virgin Birth. The narrative proceeds to describe the visit of the Magi, the slaughter of the children at Bethlehem, and other happenings. Such was a 2nd century legend about Mary.

 

Later on, other legends concerning Mary's death and assumption began to appear. One of them, with a touch of anti-Semitic malice, has it that during the funeral procession for Mary, a Jewish priest laid hands on the bier intending to overturn it, failed, and was then unable to free his hands until he had confessed faith in Mary's divine son. The body of Mary was placed in a new sepulchre and raised by the command of Jesus, who appeared before the tomb with a band of angels. And the angels bore her to paradise.

 

By the time Dante appeared on the scene, the adoration of Mary was quite something. Dante eulogised Mary in a celebrated prayer (St Bernard’s) that marks the culmination of his spiritual adventure through hell, purgatory, and the Spheres of Paradise, to the beatific vision of the Trinity in the midst of the celestial rose. His prayer reads in part:

 

Virgin mother, daughter of your Son,

more humble and sublime than any creature,

fixed goal decreed from all eternity,

 

you are the one who gave to human nature

so much nobility that its Creator

did not disdain His being made its creature.

 

That love whose warmth allowed this flower[iii] to bloom

within the everlasting peace—was love

rekindled in your womb; for us above,

 

you are the noonday torch of charity,

and there below, on earth, among the mortals,

you are a living spring of hope.

 

Lady, you are so high, you can so intercede,

that he who would have grace but does not seek

your aid, may long to fly but has no wings.

 

Your loving-kindness does not only answer

the one who asks, but it is often ready

to answer freely long before the asking.

 

In you compassion is, in you is pity,

in you is generosity, in you

is every goodness found in any creature.[iv]

 

In the light of the foregoing, one might ask how it was that Mary did not become a part of the Godhead. All other Godheads of which I know include a feminine principle of one sort or another. But, as Joseph Campbell pointed out, the Christian Doctrine of three divine persons in one divine substance is actually “a transposition of the Graces three and Hyperborean Apollo of Greek lore into a mythological order of exclusively masculine masks of God. All of which accords well enough with the patriarchal spirit of the Old Testament, but radically unbalances the symbolic, and therefore spiritual, connotations not only of sex and the sexes, but also of all nature. ”[v]

 

An almost ridiculous difficulty has followed this exclusion of the female principle from its normal cosmic role. The mythological females of the Christian myth have perforce been ‘interpreted historically: Mother Eve, before and after the Fall, as a prehistoric character in a garden that never was; and Mary, the "Mother of God", as a virgin who conceived miraculously and was physically assumed into a place called "Heaven Above" that does not actually exist.’[vi]

 

Throughout the history of Christianity, its symbols (and liturgies) have been prey to the danger of re-interpretation in some general mythological sense - as has been the case for other major religious groups. Buddhist, Hindu, Navaho and Aztec mythologies are equally susceptible to Christian readings, something that might be interpreted as a triumph for Christianity if the process were not reciprocal.

 

In point of fact, re-interpretation of Christian myth into an essentially patriarchal system took place very early in the history of the Christian Church, and in such a way that documentary evidence for that process is scant. Revisionism at its worst. And we must bear in mind that this reinterpretation has been sustained from generation to generation by the Church’s liturgies, something that many in this day and age wish to correct.

 

Carl Jung, I believe, was correct in looking for a feminine principle within the Christian Godhead. So, let us celebrate Mary, Mother of the Lord, with more conviction than some dewy-eyed appreciation of the Lady in Blue.

 

The cartoonist Leunig's offering of prayer is fitting.

 

God be with the mother.

As she carried her child may she carry her soul.

As her child was born, may she give birth and life and form

to her own, higher truth. As she nourished and protected her child, may she nourish and protect her inner life and her independence. For her soul shall be her most painful birth, her most difficult child and the dearest sister to her other children.

 

Our soul shall indeed be our most painful birth, and this life is its gestation. Let us then celebrate the holy mysteries in peace and with joy.

In the name of God.

Amen.

Doug Bannerman © 2022

 


[i] Book of James or Protoevangelium, From "The Apocryphal New Testament", M.R. James-Translation and Notes (Oxford: Clarendon Press, 1924) VIII 1, see https://www.earlychristianwritings.com/text/infancyjames-mrjames.html

[ii] Numbers 5:16ff

[iii] i.e. the Celestial Rose.

[iv] Dante, Divine Comedy, Paradiso 31-33. Translation by the late Allen Mandelbaum. See https://www.newliturgicalmovement.org/2021/03/the-annunciation-2021-dante-and-virgin.html#.YvW4hy8RoUQ

[v] Joseph Campbell The Masks of God: Creative Mythology (Arkana Books: New York 1991) p108

[vi] Ibid p109

Desiree Snyman
Be Alert!

In the reading from Luke today, we are warned to be ready!  Be Alert! When you drive the long straight stretches of the Bruce Highway in North Queensland, there are safety signs asking “Is your driver alert?”  I had a friend in the Navy who would say “Be a lert - the world needs more lerts!”

There’s a fairly straightforward illustration in the last two verses of the reading today; “if you knew a thief was coming you would do something to make sure that your house wasn’t broken into”. The same logic leads us to realize that we always need to be ready to meet God. Verse 40 says, “Be ready for the Son of Man is coming at an unexpected hour”. There’s no point speculating on how the Son of Man will come. It doesn’t really matter how. In most services we say “Christ will come again” It will be up on the screen and we will all say it this morning.

If I asked you “Is today the day Christ will come again? Will we meet God today?” How would you answer?

If your answer is “yes”, we really need to be ready! The answer cannot be “no” as he is coming at an unexpected hour. And if your answer is “I don’t know”, again we must be constantly ready.

So, it’s a fact. The time for us to meet God is coming. However, this is not a threat; it is a promise and an assurance. Whenever it might be that God comes, those who are prepared will be blessed. It’s Good News! All the things that concern us now won’t matter anymore. There will be no need to worry about paying the electricity bill or the car registration or all the other things that concern us.

So, we are reminded to be ready: not for trouble or punishment. We are to be ready for great things. Wonderful blessings. We are to have the same joyful anticipation as a young child excitedly waiting for Christmas.

Generally, the idea that the boss (or the master) is watching, leads to feelings of guilt or terror. It causes people to be unsettled and nervous; afraid of what might happen. But our Gospel reading begins with Jesus saying, “do not be afraid little flock, for it is your Father’s good pleasure to give you the Kingdom”.

In the Lord’s prayer, we pray, “Your Kingdom come”. And, God’s Kingdom will be wonderful for us.

Last week, Doug shared those encouraging words from the musical West Side Story which say, “There’s a place for us”. That place sounds like the Kingdom to me.  Perhaps what Doug said gives us a little help in understanding what Jesus means when he says, “it is your Father’s good pleasure to give you the Kingdom”.

When you think about it, the words of Lords prayer are the words of someone who wants exactly what God wants. Everything in this prayer that Jesus taught is something that God wants for his people. The best possible Kingdom. Bread. Forgiveness. Safety in the time of trial. Deliverance from evil. When we pray this prayer, we actually ask for all our true needs, and it’s great to know that giving us our real needs is what God wants. God really wants each one of us to be blessed.

And it’s the promise of blessing (enjoying the Kingdom and having everything we need) which provides us with the motivation for watchfulness. No matter when God acts, those who are prepared will be blessed.

Being prepared actually means doing something. It is being active – not passive. Watchfulness and readiness mean that we are trying to do the things we know God wants us to do. Actively doing God’s will. Not just waiting around trying not to do anything wrong.

And Jesus message is “be mindful that the time to please God in the world as we know it today might be very short”. As an illustration, Jesus tells a parable of the master who has gone away to have a great time at a wedding reception and doesn’t appear to be coming back to the servants he has left in charge. And Jesus says, “Blessed are those slaves whom the master finds alert when He comes"

I don’t want to make things too complicated, but it’s very interesting to think about this parable and try to work out “who are we?” in the story.  Are we managers or slaves, owners or workers? The amazing answer is both!  We are both managers and slaves. God has set us up as managers of his property. We have been given total freedom to manage it as we choose. That’s the reality of it. Everything we have is really owned by God and yet he has left us in total control of all of it.

Now, each of us has been in charge of what we have been trusted with for so long that we have developed delusions of grandeur. I imagine that I am not simply a tenant. I believe that the owner has been away so long that he might as well be gone forever. I have been controlling everything myself for so long that I really think that I am actually the owner. But Jesus says “Not so!” We are to be alert, because the master, the real owner, is returning.

It’s all hard to understand. Yes! I hear the words Jesus is saying about the master returning. But, at the same time, I genuinely have a good reason for thinking that I am much more than a slave. Occasionally I have glimpses of the amazing way in which the real owner treats me as a royal guest. He lets me know that the things I do really matter. He shows me that my work for him really makes a difference and he thinks that I am a really terrific worker.

This story in Luke describes a master who is truly amazing. He is not going to arrive home and expect us to rush around sitting him down in the armchair, getting him his slippers and a cuppa. This is one master whose good pleasure it is to serve his slaves. This master wants to give us the kingdom. This master wants to pamper us. He is worth waiting up for. When he returns and finds us alert, this tiny glimpse of grace will expand into a master who gives us a robe and a ring and who sits us down at the table so that he can serve us a roast dinner.

So, Jesus says “Do not be afraid little flock”. When we consider the way He loves us, we can be confident that there is no need to be afraid. The knock on the door isn’t a worry. We don't have to say “who's there” in a frightened voice. We can just eagerly open the door; even in the early hours of the morning.

So don't be afraid, little flock. But be alert!  Be alert to responsibility, and to your privileged position.

But most of all, be alert to the reality of the master who is coming.

Are we all alert? The church needs alert people who can handle the paradox of God's grace; that we are both managers and slaves.

And our loving God wants us to relate to him. God wants us to respond to his love and care and generosity in our attitudes to giving and our attitudes to regular, joyful worship. Jesus says “it is your Father’s good pleasure to give you the Kingdom” and if God is pleased to grant the kingdom to Jesus followers, they are free to live as citizens of that kingdom.

God’s Kingdom is “the place for us” where God’s will is actively done. In God’s Kingdom all human needs are met, our shortcomings are forgiven, and people are transformed so that their lives model God’s love.

That’s worth watching out for.

 

Desiree Snyman
Why Zebras Don’t get Ulcers

In returning and rest you shall be saved; in quietness and trust shall be your strength. Isaiah 30.16. Martha, Martha, you are worried and distracted by many things; 42 there is need of only one thing. Luke 10.41-42.

 

We live in an era of stress and anxiety. The long-term consequences of continued stress and anxiety effect our mental health. The Australian Bureau of Statistics has released some recent census data and it shows that more than 8 million people have a long-term health condition, including about 2.2 million (roughly one in 12 people) with a mental illness.

 

Stress and anxiety levels increased during the COVID pandemic. Although lockdowns are leveling off, anxiety levels are still elevated because of stress:

·          The stress of climate catastrophes

·          financial stress

·          job stress

·          personal relationships

·          international instability

·          social unrest and polarization

I have entitled today’s sermon Why Zebras Don’t get Ulcers. It is adopted from the work of Robert Sapolsky who documents the detrimental physical and psychological effects of stress in a book of the same name. Robert explains that while the stress response is an effective tool to remedy immediate and short-term danger, for example a zebra being chased by a lion, the problem is that humans activate that same stress response for psychological reasons too often.  Prolonged activation of the stress response intensifies a range of illnesses including ulcers, colitis, heart disease, depression and more. In the Gospel text today, we can almost taste the stress emanating from Martha: “‘Lord, do you not care that my sister has left me to do all the work by myself?” Jesus detects her stress response clearly: “Martha, Martha, you are worried and distracted by many things; 42 there is need of only one thing.”

 

There must be more to life than the continual stress that statistics and lived experience describe. There must be a better life available.  We too easily identify with Mary’s complaining: “Lord do you not care”. Many long for quietness and rest described by Isaiah 30.16: In returning and rest you shall be saved; in quietness and trust shall be your strength. It would seem that the discovery of the one thing is the doorway to returning and rest, quietness and trust, but what is the one thing?

  

The one thing

What is the one thing? I suggest that the one thing is precisely that: One thing…or oneness. When Jesus talks about The One Thing or Oneness, what Jesus is describing is unitive consciousness, non-duality, or mutual indwelling: I am in God, God is in me, God is in you, you are in God, we are in each other. The most common biblical word for this oneness with God is “abide”. In John 15 Jesus uses the symbol of the vine and the branches to describe mutual indwelling and oneness: “I am the vine; you are the branches. Abide in me as I in you” (15:4-5). Jesus recognises that the core of his identity is oneness with the Divine: “the Father and I are one” (John 10:30) — the statement is as blasphemous today as it was then. However, Jesus does not see his abiding in God as his exclusive privilege but rather something that is shared with all humans. There is no separation between humans and God, there is also no separation between humans and humans: if you are one with God and I am one with God we are one with each other. No separation between human and human is a powerful notion. Jesus taught: Love your neighbour as yourself” (Mark 12:31, Matthew 22:39). We may think that we are to love our neighbour as much as yourself or that we need to learn self-love before being equipped to love others. this is not what Jesus is saying.  “Love your neighbour as yourself” implies a continuation of your very own being, that your neighbour is you, that you are cells of the one great Life, each precious and necessary.

 

The one thing or oneness means this: We flow into God and God flows into us because it is the nature of love to flow.

 

What the text does not say

Let us be clear about what the text is not saying. The text is not saying that in the church some of us are Marthas and some of us are Marys. The text is not a discussion about the tension between active, practical people and contemplative people. Nor is the text suggesting a tension between social justice on the one hand and a prayer practice on the other.

I suggest instead that Mary and Martha represent two types of consciousness: 

1.    A unitive consciousness where we are one with God which I have described as the one thing.

2.    A dualistic or egoic consciousness that continually separates the world into good and bad, inside and outside, right and wrong, up and down, good and evil, reward and punishment, subject and object.

In other words, it is not what we do that is important, but who is doing it. Martha could easily have been seated at the feet of Jesus, but the same attitude would have come through: “Could you hurry up Jesus, do you not care that I have things to do in the kitchen?” It is not what is done but the consciousness of the one doing it that matters. For example, imagine two nurses caring for patients in a hospital. One nurse, fixated in an egoic or dualistic consciousness cares for his patients is a busy fashion, and mechanically completes his tasks with little conversation with the patient and is not fully present. Another nurse, open to unitive consciousness, celebrating oneness with God and others, is fully present and available to the patient. His actions are more than loving, they are the act of love itself. He too completes his tasks, but he is an unhurried presence, and every task is itself a prayer. In both cases the tasks are completed professionally. The second example contributes to healing in the world and makes prayer and love more visible. 

 

Another way to describe the different types of consciousness in operation is to use the world of computers. A computer has an inbuilt operating system. It is this operating system that allows the programmes on your computer to function. From time to time you will need to upgrade your operating system so that the computer runs smoothly and has the most up to date security.  We are born with a dualistic operating system, but we can upgrade to a unitive consciousness operating system. These two different operating systems mean that we show up in the world in different ways. To return to my earlier remarks regarding stress, I suggest that stress emanates from the egoic, dualistic worldview. Any attempts to alleviate stress will not succeed long-term if one remains fixated in a dualistic consciousness. Conversion to a unitive consciousness of mutual indwelling however is our salvation, it is the one thing that obliterates stress forever: in returning and rest you shall be saved; in quietness and trust shall be your strength. Isaiah 30.16.

Desiree Snyman
Teach us to Pray

Sermon Notes on Luke 11. 1-13 for 24th July

Teach us to pray

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EBZuRUVIb9E.  In the movie Meet the Parents, Jewish nurse Greg Focker is desperate to impress his fiancé’s WASPY (White Anglo Saxon Protestants)  parents. The only thing more awkward than trying to impress her family is the moment when he is asked to say grace. He improvises by reciting part of the musical Godspell as a prayer (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ekoHxB4idmg). The cringe worthy scene highlights some difficulties in prayer.

In Luke 11.1-113, the disciples come to Jesus asking: “Teach us to pray”. There is such a hunger behind the four words “teach us to pray”. The thirst for prayer emerges out of a sense of emptiness or incompleteness we discern in ourselves. Our loneliness, our grasping for more, our addictions – these all emerge out of that divine spark within us that like a magnet draws us deeper and deeper into God. As Augustine put it “You have made us for yourself, and our hearts are restless, until they can find rest in you.” The sense of incompleteness or emptiness or awareness that there the Sacred exists draws us into prayer, yet prayer can be so difficult, why? The Bible says, “ask and you will receive,” but this doesn’t always seem true. Some have prayed and asked and not received. Some have “knocked” but feel that the door has remained closed/ So, what do we do? How can we be encouraged in prayer? To encourage you I want to share what has encouraged me – the interior castle by St Theresa of Jesus.

An interior castle

St Teresa, a Spanish nun, lived in a time of castles in the 1500’s. She was a Carmelite nun and had a very honest relationship with God. E.g., once, she fell in the mud and told God off: “if this is how you treat your friends is it any wonder you have so few?” People asked Theresa what they once asked Jesus, to teach them to pray. Under obedience she wrote a spiritual classic called The interior castle.  Here are three important things she said about prayer that may help us.

 Your soul is like a beautiful diamond castle.

"We consider our very souls to be like a castle made out of diamond or of very clear-cut crystal, in which there are many dwelling places.” Your souls is a paradise where God finds delight, your souls is the heaven in which God dwells. This is perhaps the most important thing for all of us to hear clearly: that our souls are beautiful crystal castles and God lives there.

Surrounded by castles in 16th century Spain, it is obvious that her surrounding environment inspired Theresa’s vision that the soul is a beautiful castle made of diamond. Theresa says further that in the crystal castle that is our soul are many rooms, or dwelling places. The interior castle describes the experience of prayer deepening as one “progresses” from the outer first room to the deeper and innermost seventh room.

In the “olden” days houses were designed differently. Houses were not as open plan as they are today. Alongside is our previous home in Albany WA. The house is designed with several rooms that are closed off to other rooms. The room on the right of the house is the office, it has its own entrance, and it is the place where “official” church business can be conducted. From the front door, one can enter the lounge, here friends are entertained. The upstairs rooms, including a private family room and of course the bedrooms are reserved for family and rarely do guests access these upstairs rooms. Similarly, in Theresa’s vision of the interior castle, the rooms or dwelling places represent a deepening relationship in prayer. Prayer is a journey from the outer mansions or rooms of the interior castle to the inner mansions or dwelling places  of the castle. The innermost mansion is where the Sun or God shines brightest. The outermost mansions may have difficulty seeing the sun because they are further away, but nevertheless the person in the first mansion is still in the castle.

 The first room

The entry into the interior castle is prayer and reflection, which takes you into the first room. In room one we have the beginnings of prayer. Any prayer will do. Perhaps we have prayed “help us God” or perhaps we have prayed “help this person God” or “bless this person”  -  this is the beginning of prayer. If all you have ever prayed is “thank you”, you have prayed enough, according to Meister Eckhardt. Theresa describes the first room as follows: “we are speaking to souls, that, in the end, enter the castle. Even though they are involved in the world, have good desires, and sometimes entrust themselves to the Lord and reflect on who they are, they hurry through it. During the period of a month they will sometimes pray, but their minds are filled with business matters that ordinarily occupy them” (Campbell 1985) . Theresa acknowledges the difficulties in prayer that I have previously noted, suggesting that the reason people in the first dwelling place or room cannot see the beauty of the castle is because of the distractions of busyness, ingrained habits and ways of thinking that have yet to be reprogrammed through prayer.

 The seventh room

Prayer in the first three rooms is challenging, but in the seventh room it is as if God does the praying for us. Prayer in the seventh room is effortless union with God. Theresa says: “In the seventh room the union comes about in a different way: Our good God now desires to remove the scales from the soul’s eye and let it see and understand something of the favour God grants it” (Campbell 1985). She says further “when God communicates here to the soul, in an instant, is a secret so great and a favour so sublime – and the delight the soul experiences so extreme, that I don’t know what to compare it to” (Campbell 1985). Prayer in the seventh room is like a spiritual marriage between the soul and God.

I have been deeply encouraged in prayer by Theresa’s Interior castle. First, being reminded of the beauty of the soul and that God is within is affirming. Second, noting the common human experience of praying reminds me that I am already in the diamond castle where God dwells. Third, the promise of utter union with God experienced in the seventh room energises the prayer journey. The words of St Augustine describe the joy of prayer in the Interior Castle: 

Too late have I loved you, O Beauty so ancient,
O Beauty so new.
Too late have I loved you!
You were within me but I was outside myself, and there I sought you!
In my weakness,

I ran after the beauty of the things you have made.
You were with me, and I was not with you.
The things you have made kept me from you – the things which would have no being unless they existed in you!
You have called, you have cried, and you have pierced my deafness.
You have radiated forth, you have shined out brightly,

and you have dispelled my blindness.
You have sent forth your fragrance, and I have breathed it in,

and I long for you.
I have tasted you, and I hunger and thirst for you.
You have touched me, and I ardently desire your peace.

 

Source: Campbell, Camille. 1985. Meditations with Teresa of Avila (Sate Fe: Bear and Company, Inc).

 

P.S. if you interested in having a regular prayer practice, many have found the following resources helpful:

  1. https://pray-as-you-go.org/home (website and downloadable app).

  2. https://cac.org/daily-meditations/

  3. Turning to the mystics is a podcast that offers a discussion on St Theresa’s Interior Castle Season 2. https://cac.org/podcasts/teresa-of-avila-session-1/

 

 

 

 

Desiree Snyman
The Gospel of the Holy Spirit

“Love” from “Aspects of Love” by Andrew Lloyd Webber offers us a succinct and accurate theology of the Spirit.

Love, love changes everything,
hands and faces, earth, and sky
Love, love changes everything
How you live and how you die
Love, can make the summer fly
Or a night seem like a lifetime
Yes love, love changes everything
Now I tremble at your name
Nothing in the world will ever be the same

The Holy Spirit is God’s love within us. More accurately the Holy Spirit is the Love Bond uniting the Creator to the Christ, the Christ to the Creator, and giving us a share in that loving unity. The greatest love affair ever is the love affair of the Source-of-all-being pouring out love into the Christ, the Christ receiving that love fully and completely and pouring love into the Creator, the Source-of-all-that-is, the Creator. The Holy Spirit is this Love Bond and ushers us into the energy of loving and being loved that is God the Trinity. The Holy Spirit is the Love Bond uniting us to God and us to each other - if I am one with God and you are one with God, we are one with each other.

What does the Holy Spirit do?

The Holy Spirit is to be the Love that unites and by uniting transform all that it unites. So, the holy Spirit:

1)  Unites in Love

2)  Transforms through Love

Yes! Love, love changes everything
Days are longer, words mean more
Love, love changes everything
Pain is deeper than before

Love will turn your world around
And that world will last for ever

The Holy Spirit is the energy of Love uniting and transforming in love. There is something faceless and invisible about the Holy Spirit. Since the Holy Spirit is love, the only face it seeks and therefore has, is the face of the Beloved. Learning to notice the Spirit’s presence is like learning to be a good tracker. Just like a good tracker can “read” spoor and “read” animal scat and tell you where and when an animal went, so too can we learn to read the spoor of the Holy Spirit. The spoor of the Holy Spirit is a love that unites and transforms. In those moments that we witness loving unity taking place we witness people being spirit filled. In those moments when someone picks up the phone to talk to a family member or a friend that they have ignored for years, we witness people being spirit filled. When we are offered a new beginning, a second wind, a chance to begin again, we are being filled with the spirit. The way we love something is the way we love everything, so in every act of loving service to the environment or to another, we are being spirit filled.

What is being filled with the Holy Spirit?

The Holy Spirit is the Love that unites and by uniting transforms all that She unites. Thus, everywhere where we witness authentic love, we witness people being filled with the Holy Spirit, we witness the Gospel of the Holy Spirit. The Church is filled with the Spirit in that it is the Spirit that “animates” the Sacraments which are real symbols where God comes close to us, and we come close to God. The Holy Spirit fills us to do the work of God in the church and from the church. Thus, every act of service and love in and from this church is only possible because of the Holy Spirit. We thus see the Holy Spirit at work in the cleaning roster, in the flower roster, in the prayer team, in the welcomers, in the hospitality after the service, in every act of listening, in every experience of kindness, in those who prepare meals …. The list is endless! In every one of these gestures of love we read the Gospel of the Holy Spirit.

There is much to recognise this weekend on the feast of Pentecost:

·      World environment day

·      Reconciliation day

·      Mabo

·      The platinum jubilee of the queen.

In each of these moments we can witness people being spirit filled: in the forgiveness First Nations people offer us oppressors, in the opportunity for unity and recognition in reconciliation, in the consistency of service the queen has offered throughout her reign and the care invited for the environment. In each of these remembrances we read the Gospel of the holy Spirit: world environment day, reconciliation week, Mabo declaration, the queen’s jubilee

However, there are also real blockages to the Spirit’s work in the world. 5 June is the anniversary for other events too:

·      1945 The US, UK, France, and USSR set Germany’s borders at the end of WWII. 

·      1967 The Six Day war began between Israel, Egypt, Syria, and Jordan.

·      1968 US Senator Robert Kennedy was assassinated in Los Angeles.

How can we remove the blockages to the spirit flourishing in our lives and in the world so that love unites and transforms? What must we as individuals do?

The great democracy is that each of us is given the Holy Spirit. For the Holy Spirit to flourish in our lives, however, a training program is needed. This should not surprise us. Just as an athlete watches her diet, trains with a coach, and puts the hours into running practise or at the gym; so too do we as spiritual athletes need a training program. We all know what this training program is: reading Scripture, receiving communion, being part of a small group, serving others with practical love, having a spiritual mentor/coach/companion, prayer….

Jesus breathes on each of us just as he once did his disciples. Today we allow Jesus to breathe on us again, and to fill us afresh with his presence of love – the Holy Spirit. All we must do is ask … and breathe … together.

 

Desiree Snyman
Prayer songs of blessing

Three “prayer songs of blessing” based on John 17.20-26

Jean Valjean’s Death in Les Miserables musical adaptation of Victor Hugo's 1862 novel by Claude-Michel Schönberg (music), and Herbert Kretzmer (English lyrics).

God...

on...

high

hear my prayer
Take me now

to thy care
Where you are

let me be
Take me now,
take me there

Bring me home
Bring me home
Take my hand
And lead me to salvation
Take my love
For love is everlasting
And remember
The truth that once was spoken:
To love another person
is to see the face of God!

 Forever Young written by Bob Dylan

May God bless and keep you always
May your wishes all come true
May you always do for others
And let others do for you
May you build a ladder to the stars
And climb on every rung
May you stay forever young
Forever young, forever young
May you stay forever young.

May you grow up to be righteous
May you grow up to be true
May you always know the truth
And see the light surrounding you.

May you always be courageous
Stand upright and be strong
May you stay forever young
Forever young, forever young
May you stay forever young

 May your hands always be busy
May your feet always be swift
May you have a strong foundation
When the winds of changes shift
May your heart always be joyful
And may your song always be sung
May you stay forever young
Forever young, forever young
May you stay forever young

“Forever Young” is a prayer blessing song that Bob Dylan wrote in 1966 for his son Jesse. It is an outpouring of abundant grace and extravagant love expressing Bob Dylan’s intense hope that his son would have a good life. “God on high hear my prayer” is the final scene in the musical by Shonberg Les Misearbles. It is an utterly beautiful blessing that Jean Valjean prays at the end of his life. Valjean overflows with love for his adopted daughter and his son in law and wants them to know that love is the essence of life. In knowing love, they will see the face of God. In both these songs we are intruding on a very intimate, vulnerable scene when one human being is divinised in praying love into another human being. It is the very same with John 17, we are eavesdropping on a scene of great intimacy. John 17 is not a “to do list”, nor is an indictment on when the church has failed to be what it hopes it could be. Rather, John 17, like “Forever young” and “God on high” is a prayer blessing song one human being prays for people they deeply love.

John 17 shows Jesus in a personal and private moment of prayer. Having finished his public work, and having finished teaching and being with his disciples, Jesus steps into a prayer. We eavesdrop on his words. 

Bob Dylan, Jesus, and Jean Valjean pray for the people that they have loved that they will continue to feel loved and protected by God’s grace. Bob Dylan prays “May you know the truth and see the light surrounding you”. Jean Valjean prays “bring me home” and Jesus prays “you and I are one.” Ultimately both Jesus and Jean Valjean portray the message that the love of God and the love of others is one love: to love another person is to see the face of God. Thus, in every moment of authentic self-emptying love we are one with God and one with Christ, just as the Christ and the Creator are one. 

Jesus says that at the heart of the experience of eternal life is to know God. To know God is love God. To be very clear eternal life is something that is experienced right here, right now. It is not a future place or a future experience. Eternal life is to experience a living relationship with God in Jesus animated by the Holy Spirit. Eternal life is a love affair with God and it is experienced in everyday life moment by moment.   

 We know, taste, touch experience the love of God in every moment of being loved by another and in every moment of loving another. In every moment that we experience being loved and in every moment of loving another we are at that moment experiencing the unfolding of God’s love and God’s presence. The love that flows into us, that love that flows out of us is the Divine, the Sacred within us flourishing.  

The impulse to love is the seed of God’s very presence deep within in us. And this is precisely our struggle. God’s presence is in us as something quiet, hidden, often invisible. Jesus said God’s love and presence inside us like a bit of yeast in dough, it is hidden. Jesus said God’s presence in us is like an insignificant and almost invisible mustard seed that surprises us with its growth into a large tree. So too, God’s presence is inside us, vulnerable, hidden, gentle, not dramatic, not earthshattering and for this reason it is easily ignored, easily forgotten, easily overlooked, seldom overpowering.  

The only thing this hidden presence of God in us seems to have in its favour is its gentle, unending, unwavering, nagging persistence. Unendingly and persistently it entices love from us. Like that piece of yeast that cannot help itself but cause the dough to grow and like that seed that cannot help itself but grow and become a tree so too is it with God’s presence that is hidden in the depths of our lives. God’s presence in us cannot help itself – it reaches out and touches others in every expression of love, gentleness, caring and kindness we offer another creature. The trick is to allow this persistent nudging to move us out of apathy as more and more we allow God’s love in us to grow. What we experience then is the Holy Spirit, the presence of God within us and this Holy Spirit will energise us for more loving, it will give us every gift necessary to love well and it will fulfil us in ways beyond our imagining.  

A concluding (and totally made up) story

Two drops of rain were bobbing up and down, floating in the ocean: Big Drop and Small Drop.

Small Drop said to Big Drop: “I have heard that there is this thing called water” “Yes Little Drop of Rain,” Big Drop replied. “The water is all around us, in the ocean. You are in the water, and the water is in you, you are completely surrounded by water.”

Little Drop didn’t quite understand Big Drop, so she tried another question: “Big Drop, what is this water that is in me and all around me…what is water made from…What is its substance?

Big Drop looked thoughtful. “Water doesn’t really have substance as such. Sometimes when it’s very cold, water turns to ice. When it is very hot water becomes air; then it kind of floats…it dances between the sky and earth. Water is made from relationship, from connection, from “bonds of love” when oxygen atoms unite with hydrogen atoms. It’s the bond that is important – the oxygen and the hydrogen love each other so much that they become one. Without their bond they remain just hydrogen and oxygen. Us Drops of Rain unite with water, unite with the ocean– we are nondual – we are united – we are drops of rain flowing to the ocean.

Little Drop looked puzzled. “But Big Drop, why can’t I see the water if it is the ocean, if I am in it and it is in me?”

Big Drop pondered the question. “It’s true, you cannot always see water, but sometimes you can feel it, you just know it’s there.” Little Drop looked sceptical.  “That sounds like philosophical twaddle Big Drop. I’m sorry, but without proof, without actually being able to see it, I don’t think I believe in water.”

With that, Little Drop spun around and around and around. And as she spun she became hotter and hotter until she was air born and floated out of the ocean into the atmosphere. Big Drop wasn’t too worried. She knew that there was nowhere that Little Drop could go to escape Water. If Little Drop went to the highest reaches water would be in the atmosphere. And if Little Drop went into the deepest abyss water would be there too.


Desiree Snyman
Home

Home

We have survived another election. The housing crisis, a rise in interest rates for home loans, the bushfires and floods which  aggravated the housing shortage, those without homes, people seeking refuge and asylum, are some of the factors that dominated the election wars. Issues such as cost of living are closely related to being at home in the world. For many, but especially younger voters, our broader home, the environment is a key consideration.

 Home. What does the word home or housing mean to you? Safety, belonging, thriving, limitlessness, a space to be oneself, a refuge, a space to be rejuvenated are words that describe home for some. For others home is a place to escape from, a place of threat and the violence of abuse, addiction, and control. Home is either a space of expansion when home is safe and nourishing or contraction when home is violent. Between these two points of safety and violence is displacement; a lack of a home because of homelessness or forced migration or the ‘Stolen Generations’ being severed from their land, their home.

 Home is closely linked to identity. Who I am and who you are is largely shaped by where home was and is. Identity is shaped by what home was and is. The close link between the place of home and identity is one of the reasons it is so stressful when we move home or when home is threatened. In 21 years of marriage, we have lived in seven homes, in 6 towns, in 3 provinces, 2 states and 2 countries. Moving home is as stressful as experiencing death, psychologists tell us. Maybe it is because home is closely linked to identity. In moving home, a person’s identity shifts too. Some parts of who we are die.

 The empty caves that line the streets of Woodburn, Broadwater and Lismore were once homes to families whose prized possessions now litter the once flooded streets. What trauma! Our compassion for their loss opens us to vicarious trauma when some of their pain stains our souls, but these are Christ’s wounds, and we carry them willingly hoping that it sucks out the poison of their suffering.

 Mutual indwelling

The over brief consideration on the word ‘home’ illustrates some ways that ‘home’ captures the whole range of human emotions from trauma to safety to flourishing. The point of the scriptures especially in John is how God’s plan is that God makes God’s home within us even as we find our home in God. God’s plan is a process of mutual indwelling – God making God’s home in us and us finding our home in God. To illustrate this process of mutual indwelling the book of Revelation uses the image of God as a city – to live in God is to live in a city where the city itself is God. If God were a city what would God look like? Since the whole city is God, there is no visible temple, because oneness with and in God is the reality of the God city.

 The book of Revelation describes us living in God. The Gospel of John describes how God dwells in us: John 14:23 ‘Jesus answered him, "Those who love me will keep my word, and my Father will love them, and we will come to them and make our home with them.”’ Here, the translation ‘word’ refers to Jesus’ new commandment to Love. When God makes God’s home in us, God doesn’t come as a guest but as a partner, a Beloved. There is no need to vacuum and tidy the house – there is no need to prepare a lavish meal. God makes God’s home within us regardless of the state of our home - whether our lives feel like the homes wrecked by floods, or if our lives are ordered and perfect enough to appear on “Better homes and Gardens.” “The word became flesh and blood and moved into the neighbourhood” according to Eugene Peterson’s translation of John 1:14. What does this tell us about God? It says that the Creator doesn’t just let God’s creation exist. God commits Godself to creation. God in Christ enters into it himself, so as to live in it; and that means to come to rest in it, and to remain there.

 Difficulties

There are at least three difficulties people may experience in accepting an invitation for mutual indwelling. The first difficulty relates to an inability to resonate with metaphor; a lack of imagination and an over literal interpretation of God as a substance, an object, a noun, as a Someone, usually an old man with a beard. If we insist that God is an object, a noun, a Someone, we will never grasp how God makes God’s home in us, and how we make our home in God.

 God is love and those who live in Love live in God (1 John). What makes God God then is not the nodes of identity – father son and holy spirit - but the energy of love that unites father to son and son to father. Teilhard believed that this love energy was at the heart of the Big Bang.  Love emerges in evolution and there is a rise in consciousness as creation becomes aware of itself. From the big band we emerge out of a long, cosmic process we call evolution. But evolution is about deep relationality, about the energy of love and it is this force of love that pulls us forward and onward in continued evolution.

 The second difficulty then in accepting mutual indwelling is that we have become closed systems, unnatural and detached. Our separation from God, from each other and from creation is overemphasised. God is “up there” and we are “down here” and there is a line of separation. We are separated from each other when we over invest in our descriptors – I am I and you are you and I am not you and you are not me. We are therefore not at home in this cosmos. We are not at home in nature, and we're not at home with one another. We are literally lost in space.

 Religion often perpetuates the disconnect between God and creation. Religion does not move people towards connection with God, each other and creation, a new level of consciousness, but rather, divisiveness. Religion should be making us conscious of how we are in God, how God is in us, how we are in creation and how creation is in us, and how we are in each other.

 A third difficulty in accepting mutual indwelling relates to not knowing how to receive it. Jesus says, “I will be IN you” (Jn 14:17, 20). The Apostle Paul says, “Christ lives IN me” (Gal 2:20). How can I experience God’s presence in my life in a meaningful way? How do I connect with God personally? We are created for union

with God. The mystery of the Divine Indwelling is the life of the Trinity living within us but how is this real for us?

Mutual indwelling, surrendering to God who makes God’s home within us, is consenting to God’s presence and action within. It is based on the format for prayer that Jesus suggests in Matthew 6:6. If you want to pray, enter your inner room, close the door, and pray to your Father in secret. Then your Father who sees in secret, will reward you. In other words, to live the reality of mutual indwelling is surrendering to silence, surrendering to the inner cave of the heart where God always is. A concluding quote from the mystic Elizabeth of the Trinity serves as an illustration

 If I look at things from an earthly standpoint [wrote Elizabeth] I see loneliness and even emptiness, for I cannot say that my heart has not suffered; but if I keep my eyes fixed upon Him, my shining Star, then all the rest vanishes and I lose myself as a drop of water in the ocean. All is calm, all is soothed and all is so good; it is the peace of God of which St Paul speaks, the peace that ‘surpasseth all understanding’ (Phil. 4:7). 

Let us live in close union with our Beloved and be wholly given to Him as He is given to us ... Let us commune with Him all the day long, since He is living in our soul ...

Desiree Snyman
Love

Fifth Sunday of Easter

1. New

The theme connecting the lectionary readings is the word “new”. Revelation 21 describes a new heaven and a new earth – a new Jerusalem. Acts describes a new ethic, a morality of inclusion. The Gospel of John highlights the new commandment to love one another. What exactly is “new” about the command to love? After all, the command to love is a golden thread running through the Hebrew Scriptures and the teaching of Jesus. For example, Leviticus and the ten commandments in Exodus instruct us to love the Lord our God and to love our neighbours as yourself. What then is new about the final teaching of Jesus? Love one another as I have loved you? Is it the example that Jesus offers that makes the new commandment new? Love one another, Jesus says, as I have loved you. To unravel the new commandment and live into the newness it offers, I invite us to consider the experience of living and loving in two different cities, countries, or cultures. 

2. Living in two different cities

Perhaps you have had the experience of living in two different cities and experienced being lost in translation when you have crashed headfirst into the solid but unwritten rules that govern a city or culture. For example, the Japanese culture is often reserved, demure and utterly respectful. In contrast, Australians have a reputation for being exuberant, loud, and even brash. In the Tokyo Olympics an amusing clash of cultures went viral at Australian swimming coach Dean Boxall’s wild celebration after Arianne Titmus won gold. Dean’s enthusiasm was a joy to behold, expect for the nervous Japanese official who tried to seat him. There is a way of being that is Australian and there is a way of being that is Japanese. Were Dean to live permanently in Tokyo, no doubt he would gradually shift “to fit in”. 

The ubiquitous cultural clashes new emigrants experience when adjusting to an Australian life are well documented. “Bring a plate” means bring a plate with food on it. The answer to “how are you going?” is not “by aeroplane”. I was rather shocked when the church administrator enjoyed an Australia day thong throwing competition; in South Africa, thongs are not shoes. “See you later” does not mean someone will see you later, it means goodbye. 

 A third example is how some cultures indicate respect by looking someone in the eye and other cultures indicate respect by dropping the gaze.  

 The above examples hope to illustrate that moving from one city or country or culture to another requires literacy in a different way of being. So too is Jesus “new” commandment an invitation to live in a new city or country with a new culture and a different set of rules. 

 

3. A new commandment

When Jesus gives us the new commandment, the parable of a new way of being has been dramatized. Jesus washes his disciples’ feet shattering a domination way of being where some are rulers and others are servants. In sharing a Passover meal, Jesus shares bread and wine with his friends saying that the sharing of bread and wine is a sharing in his very life. Jesus is inviting a new way of being a shift that can be understood as learning to live in a new country with a different culture. 

The country we are asked to leave behind is defined by domination, separation, and isolation. In the country we leave behind there are non-reciprocal relationships. Here, identity is defined by negation and separation: I am I in so far as I am not you.  A servant washes a master's feet never the other way around. Jesus overturns this domination paradigm of masters and servants when he washes the feet of his disciples.

The new culture or new city we are invited to make our home in is totally different. The New Country is a different way of defining the self, perceiving others and the world. Here God is not separate from us, but we live in God. We are not separate from each other, but our personhood is intricately woven together with each other. Inter-independence, complementarity, cooperation, friendship, and creative joy characterise the new culture and the new city. Jesus does not talk about the new culture new city, he lives it. He washes his disciples’ feet effectively saying that this is what love is in the new city. I give myself to you in love and service. And by allowing me your master to wash your feet you are receiving me fully and giving yourself to me. Identity in this new paradigm is that we find out who we are by being inside each other. I am who I am because I am in you, with you, not separate from you, not against you and not outside you. Jesus lives this new paradigm when he says when you eat this bread and drink this wine, I am literally in you.

 

In the domination city we are outside each other, we are objects to each other – separate. In the communion city we are inside each other. In the domination city God is outside us, above us even. In the communion city, we are in God, embedded in the very dynamism of God’s energy of Love. The model for the domination city is a pyramid. The model for the communion city is more than a circle, it is a network. Whatever we do this network, this web, we do to ourselves. 

4. Loving from a new place

In the domination city people still love. Servants love their masters (see Peter 2.18, Ephesians 6.5 “Slaves, obey your earthly masters with respect and fear, and with sincerity of heart, just as you would obey Christ”). Masters love their servants. However, this type of loving transforms nothing, it cements the status quo – the normalcy of civilisation. In Luke Jesus reminds a faithful God follower “to love your neighbour”. He does love his neighbour but defines who his neighbour is from a domination paradigm. He asks, “who is my neighbour?”. Loving from the communion city has a totally different energy. In the communion city all people and all creation are you neighbour, they are part of your identity in a subject-to-subject coinherence.   

Do you have a feel for the difference? In the communion paradigm the command is not “love your neighbour as you love yourself”. It is to love your neighbour as being yourself, it is part of your very act of existing. With every breath you breathe you are love. This is what I mean when I say that in the domination city, we say prayers. In the communion city we are prayer. The way we understand our identity has to change. In the domination city we have too many descriptors – I am this or I am that. We waste inordinate amounts of energy defending these descriptors.  In the communion city there is an inner core, a transcendent self, that says “I am who I am because you are who you are. I am. May you be.” Loving our neighbour from the communion paradigm is because we belong to each other. The culture of the communion city cannot be imposed – it emerges. What is new about this commandment is that it flows out from a completely different place, it is from a new paradigm, a communion city.

Desiree Snyman
Conscious Listening

In WA we lived along the coast. Most mornings, my Bishon Frise Bella and I would run/jog/walk along the coastal promenade. Being well trained, Bella faithfully ran behind me without a lead. One morning our morning run/jog/walk was slightly later than usual and by this time several coffee shops along the promenade were serving breakfast. I had already reached the end of the boardwalk and was on my way home before I realised Bella was no longer behind me. Bella had become distracted with offers of food and affection from the morning coffee shop patrons. I whistled and she came bounding towards me straight away. There were so many smells, sights, and sounds, so many different people calling for Bella’s attention. Dogs’ sniffing powers far exceed that of humans. They can notice 1 particle in 1,000,000,000,000 other particles. One in a trillion parts is half a cube of sugar in an Olympic-sized swimming pool. Can you imagine the smells and sounds calling for Bella’s attention - the smells of bacon, food, other dogs, other humans?  Yet, amidst the chorus of noises and invitations it was only my voice she responded to.

 

I often reflect on the experience of Bella hurdling towards me in joyful obedience in response to my whistle. How was it that Bella could discern my off-tune whistle amidst the cacophony of smells and sounds that she could otherwise have responded to? Bella’s experience of hearing my voice amidst the calls of so many other distractions could be a metaphor or a reflection on our experience of being human. In the same way that a trillion scents and sounds pull Bella’s attention, so too is our attention as humans pulled in many different directions. How do we as humans know which whistle to respond to? How do we discern the safe and authoritative voice that will bring us safely home amidst all the other sounds and scents that demand our attention?

 

I suggest that there are inner and outer competing voices that demand our attention. There are inner sounds that may say things like: Be perfect. Hurry up. Please me. Be strong.

 

Other inner voices may be quite critical, judgemental, and harsh. They demand that we feel ashamed of ourselves or insist that nobody really cares about us. The day of judgement is something to look forward to for the gracious and generous God would never judge or criticise us the way we judge and criticise ourselves.

Outer voices that distract us may include the ubiquitous and insidious nature of how technology and media infiltrate us. More and more we are becoming aware of how the algorithms are designed to ensnare us and infect us in ways that are not helpful for our well-being. Like the advertising industry, social media hijacks our psychology and weaponizes it against us – for profit.

 

Other outer voices that call for our attention may also be the expectations that people place on us, wanting us to be a certain way or do certain things that we may not necessarily want to do. It is often hard to put boundaries in place to protect our own inner freedom.

 

Beneath all these voices that demand our attention like the trillion scents demanding a dog’s attention on a walk is the One Voice. The One Voice is the voice we most need to hear. This One Voice says “you are my beloved. On you my favour rests.” It is the voice of the Good Shepherd. To live in tune with this Voice is to live in the eternity of the now. It required effort for Bella to learn to trust my voice. Likewise, it may require special effort for us to tune into the One Voice of the Good Shepherd: a strong determination for deep listening, solitude and sometimes silence.

I suggest that Jesus himself may also have experienced what we experience, the challenge to discern the one true voice amidst the army of voices that demanded his attention.

Our John 10 reading is on the Feast Day of Hannukah. The Feast of Dedication commemorates the re-dedication of the Second Temple following the Maccabean Revolt. You may already know that the Maccabean Revolt was a guerrilla type rebellion of the Jewish people against the Seleucids. Antiochus Epiphanes had launched an aggressive attack on the Jewish people expecting them to worship an image of himself and other pagan idols that he had placed in the Jewish temple. Led by the Maccabean brothers, the Jews won their independence from the Seleucids in about 134 BCE.

 

The Feast of Dedication remembers the victory over Antiochus Epiphanes and the Seleucids. As the Jewish nation continued to celebrate the Feast of Dedication, they looked forward to a Messiah that would overthrow all their enemies and overcome the Roman rule. Against this backdrop Jesus is interrogated; are you the Messiah we long for? There is a sense of impatience and disappointment in the question. In other gospels the disciples of John the Baptist say to Jesus “are you the Messiah or should we expect someone else?”

 

Jesus was not the type of Messiah people expected him to be. What might it have been like for Jesus to live under the burden of the varying expectations people had of him?  I wonder what it may have been like for Jesus to listen to the voices of these competing demands. Some voices wanted him to initiate a violent overthrow of their oppressors. Others wanted Jesus to announce God’s anger. Amidst these competing demands and voices, Jesus tunes into the One Voice that reminds him that he and God are one. The non-duality of this unitive consciousness is the new life, the eternal life, that Jesus experienced and wants us to experience too. The spiritual genius of Jesus is the experiential knowledge of his utter unity with God. The Good Shepherd can lead us from a life of emptiness to a life of fullness. Following the example of Jesus, we too can tune into the One Voice that calls us home amidst the assault of other stimuli demanding our energy.

Desiree Snyman
What is Jesus asking us to do?

I will confess I am not much of a fisherman! I will leave that joy to other members of my family who love to fish. In fact, if I went fishing today the outcome would be the same as the disciples’ overnight attempts in our Gospel reading, I would come home empty handed! I do however remember, as a kid going fishing with my dad and one of his mates on several occasions. These occasions were mostly successful. I caught one or two fish. On one occasion I even managed to catch a large boat being repaired at the old Ballina Slipway site while casting out my fishing line! With any great fishing adventure, I learnt the art of exaggerating a good fishing story to make the occasion all that more worthwhile.

 

It is said that John chapter 21 as a chapter is a strange one. The gospel account comes to an end at John 20 but begins again with John 21. Unless there is special meaning there is argument that the writer of John 21 may never have needed to include this chapter as part of the gospel. William Barclay speaks of within John’s gospel there are often two meanings, a meaning that sits on the surface, and a deeper meaning that lies beneath[1]. Friends, our gospel reading today is divided into two parts. First, the fishing scene that incorporates Jesus appearing to his disciples for a third time following His resurrection. And secondly the interaction between Jesus and Simon Peter. Both scenes have important meanings for us. I want to explore these meanings further with you this morning. In the sense I will be focusing on the reality of the resurrection, the universality of the Church and the shepherd of Christ’s sheep.

The Reality of the Resurrection

I mentioned just now that John chapter 21 as a chapter is a strange one, especially when it was added to an already completed gospel. It was added to demonstrate and reinforce the meaning behind the reality of the resurrection. Across history many have said that the appearances of the Risen Christ, were nothing more than visions which the disciples had. Some would even argue that the disciples were hallucinating at the events being experienced.

Friends, we know that the Bible as a text is God's Word, that God breathed life into his Word in the form of a real person, Jesus! It speaks of the truth. We know from the resurrection account that the tomb was found to be empty, and the Risen Christ had a real body which bore the marks of nails and the sword thrust into his side. No vision, no spirit could direct the disciples where the fish were to be caught. No vision, no spirit could kindle a charcoal fire on the seashore. No vision, no spirit could cook a meal and share it with others. But, in our gospel account today we learn of Jesus commanding his disciples to cast their nets again after an unsuccessful attempt during the previous night. It was Jesus who had kindled the charcoal fire on the seashore, he prepared breakfast and invited the disciples to join Him. The Risen Jesus was present in this scene and those present with him knew who he was. It was Jesus who conquered death and who had come back to make it real for the disciples.

The Universality of the Church

When considering the universality of the Church, I would like us to focus in on the casting of nets. Again, there are many meanings behind what this means in the gospel text. The meaning that encouraged me and I hope it encourages you is that when casting out of the nets Jesus is asking the disciples to build the church.[1] When I refer to the word church here it is with a capital C. The disciples, including us, are tasked with growing the Church in number, that the Church is open to all, not just a select few. It is not an exclusive club. The very foundation of the Church is one built on love. God’s love! God loves all and welcomes each and every one of us into a special relationship with Him. God is not an exclusive God, choosing who He wants to love but rather he is an inclusive God who loves all!

 

For Alstonville Anglicans we have beautiful examples of how we cast our nets and make connections with our wider community – PlayPlace, Messy Church, the Op Shop, the Community on the Verge – the garden outside the church here, our varying and different worship services that occur each week and of course next Saturday we will all come together as God’s team for our annual Mother’s Day Fete. Each of the ministries or events have their own uniqueness and creative style. Underlying each is love and a desire to make that love known and experienced as we encourage and connect with each other and with those who come within our midst. We are actively casting our nets and as we do so the nets are filled, and the church grows.

 The Shepherd of Christ’s Sheep

Throughout John 21 verses 1 to 19 we see Simon Peter playing a pivotal role in the unfolding scenes. It was Simon Peter who wanted to go fishing. It was Simon Peter who the disciples accompanied that night. It was Simon Peter who leaped from the boat when he was told that his Lord was on the shoreline. It was Simon Peter who went back to the boat and brought the full net in so there was more fish to share at the breakfast meal. It was Simon Peter who interacted with Jesus. Simon Peter has been described as a great leader and given the responsibility of being the shepherd of Christ’s sheep.

 

Our passage tells us that Jesus asked Simon Peter three questions all centred on love. Each of these questions have meaning. The first question …do you love me more than these? This question suggests that Jesus is asking Simon Peter is he prepared to walk away from his life as a fisherman, give up what he has been doing and be a person who loves and cares for others - God’s people.[1] The second question …do you love me? We see Jesus graciously forgiving Simon Peter for his denials and allowing him the opportunity to declare his love for Jesus.[2] The third question …do you love me? Simon Peter recognises that while he may have done his own thing deep down, he has always loved Jesus.[3]

 

Friends, love is the greatest privilege a person can give to another. But with this privilege also comes great responsibility. To put others needs first before our very own. Jesus calls Simon Peter to feed the lambs, tend the sheep, and feed the sheep. Jesus calls us, you and I to do the same. Out of love and care for others we feed the lambs, we tend the sheep and we feed the sheep of God’s pasture. For Loretta and I recently we were able to show love and hospitality

 

to an elderly couple and their son during the first big flood. Yes, Loretta and I were impacted by the floods and still are, but this elderly couple’s circumstances are far more significant than ours. They lost far greater than what we did! With the rising flood waters coming into our house and property we had lost power, running water, tank water and our onsite sewerage had failed. This elderly couple came to us with significant health issues and a small number of their possessions for an unknown stay. Despite this, Loretta and I welcomed them into our home and showed them love and hospitality under very trying circumstances. To them and their family, they are very thankful for our Christian charity. We feel blessed that they stayed with us and that we could assist them in their time of need as a love offering.

 

The reality of the resurrection, the universality of the Church and the shepherding of Christ’s sheep can be woven together to give us meaning and a deep sense of purpose. I don’t believe John chapter 21 is a strange chapter as some commentators have described it, but rather one that reinforces the message of good news for the world - that God loves each one of us!

As we journey through this season of Easter can I encourage each one of you here this morning and watching online to continue to meditate on Jesus’ death and resurrection in our daily lives as we love and care for others.

 

Mark Stuckey, LLM


[1] Barclay, W. 1960 p 331

[2] Barclay, W. 1960 p 331

[3] Barclay, W. 1960 p. 325

 


[1] Barclay, W. 1960 p.329

[1] Barclay, W.  The Gospel of John – Volume 2 – The Daily Study Bible, 1960 p.325 Saint Andrew Press

Desiree Snyman
Doubting Thomas

John 20:19-31

There are three stories of Jesus resurrection at the end of John’s Gospel. We heard the first one last Sunday as we celebrated Easter and the reading today tells us about the second and third resurrection appearances.

 

Thomas is not present the first time Jesus appeared. Thomas in Aramaic means “twin”. The Greek name for twin is Didymus. Thomas doubted what the others told him about seeing Jesus when he wasn’t there.  We are told how Thomas reacted when Jesus appeared again in the house where the disciples were meeting and said to him “put your finger here and see my hands. Reach out your hand and put it in my side.” Thomas knelt and acknowledged Jesus as Lord.

 

But we aren’t told anything about Thomas’ twin. Who is he? Or maybe she!  Those who seriously study the Bible often think that there are significant hints to deep and meaningful things in the way numbers and events and people are described and named. Could there be a suggestion or hint here that we, each individual one of us might be Thomas’s twin? How often, just like Thomas, does our faith depend on what we “see”?  Do we sometimes have exactly the same attitude as Thomas when we have a firm mindset based on “unless I see”? How often have we refused to believe until God does something to show us that we really should believe?

 

Today, our Gospel reading began with the disciples hiding behind locked doors. John tells us that they are locked into this room because of “fear.” We are not told of the reason for their gathering, except “fear of the Jews.” This is curious. Could they be hiding from embarrassment? Perhaps the Jews that the disciples feared were their friends and relatives who were now mocking them because their messiah had died such a humiliating death. In verse 18 (the verse just before our reading this morning), Mary Magdalene had told these men that Jesus has been raised. Was it this announcement of the crucified Jesus being seen by Mary that had made them fearful?

 

According to John, only the beloved disciple and Mary Magdalene have seen and believed up to this point.  

In the Parish of Surfers Paradise, many parishioners were “fearful” and were secured by gates and codes to keep intruders out. Our securely locked doors are not a problem for Jesus. That is the good news of Easter. Just as death could not hold him in the tomb, so our various locks and security codes can’t keep Jesus from getting to us.

 

Jesus comes through the locked doors. He shows his wounds and scars from the cross to them. He not only comes to them, but he reassures them.  He could have rebuked them for deserting him, but he didn’t. The disciples were probably expecting that Jesus would give them a huge dressing down for the way that they had avoided standing up for him. Yet, not just once, three times Jesus said “peace be with you.” He actually said “Shalom” which means significant peace and total wellbeing. The gift of peace is the constant link that connects those days with our time now. The peace of God beyond our understanding has been there for our parents and grandparents and all our ancestors. To know Jesus is to love him and to love him is to know that we are loved.

 

And here is the irony; the doors have not only been locked against the possibility of intrusions by robbers or government authorities, they have not only been locked against the unwanted knocking of family and friends, the doors have also been locked against the intrusions of the risen Christ. However, the risen Christ will not be locked out by death in the tomb, nor will he be locked away from his people, the church.  Our Easter message and our Easter joy is that crucifixion did not stop Jesus being present with us.  He is risen!!  

 

There is only one Christ, there is only one divine presence, whether it is in heaven, in the Eucharist, in the community dodging Russian bombs in Ukraine and the community rebuilding after floods along our rivers, there’s only one divine presence in the sick and poor, in our own being.

 

It is Jesus that we honour or dishonour in our attitude to any of these. It is contradictory to honour the presence of Jesus in our sharing of Holy Communion and to dishonour him in his people. The Christian’s respect, worship, love and service are directed to God, through Jesus, in the Spirit. It just doesn’t make sense to be selective in the way we acknowledge and serve God, as though God’s presence matters in one form or place but not in another.

 

Well, the Good News story we have heard today is that the ones who are locked inside in fear become the ones locked in the loving embrace of Jesus. Jesus “coming to them” transformed their fear to courage.

 

I don’t think that most people really intend to lock Jesus out and to stop him coming into our lives. We didn’t know that we were locking him out when we stayed away from church, when we avoided signing up for some study group. We weren’t deliberately trying to lock Jesus out when we found other things to do rather than read Bible and to pray. But, in reality, we were locking Him out.

 

We didn’t know that we were locking him out when we kept our faith safely tucked away within ourselves, when our religion became something that we practise only in the safe confines behind the closed doors of the church on Sundays, rather than showing that we are people of faith out in the world where we work and spend so much of our lives. But we did lock him out.

 

Now, I don’t want to end by haranguing you and pleading “please unlock your door! please let Jesus into your life!” I would like to end by being a little more upbeat. John didn’t want to end his writing in a negative way either. He didn’t want to end without bringing the resurrection miracle to those who read this good news.

 

In verse 31, the last verse Sherry Ann read to us today, John says “these things are written so that you may come to believe that Jesus is the Messiah, the Son of God, and that through believing you may have life in his name”. “Life” is one of John’s key words.  (In writing his Gospel, he uses it 36 times). Jesus offers those who have faith in him abundant life and eternal life (Eternal is not measured in time but in value)

I would like to be really positive and I’ll end with a promise. Here is the good news! Just as the risen Christ was not defeated by the locked doors behind which the disciples cowered, so I promise you that the risen Christ will not be deterred by any locks that you have put on your doors. Our God is wonderfully resourceful, imaginative, persistent and determined to have us. Even in our lostness, even when we desert God, the first thing he does at Easter is to come out to get us.

 

I believe even that now, even in this service, here at this church, as you go about your daily life, God is coming out to get you. There is no guaranteed defence against Jesus. There is no way to prevent God from invading our lives.

 

He is coming! Jesus Christ is risen! Alleluia! Jesus Christ is coming for you! Jesus Christ is coming to you!

Hallelujah!

Desiree Snyman
Resurrection

The journey of the Gospel of John is towards a New Creation, a new and transformed Genesis. The structure of John’s Gospel is along the seven days of creation described in Genesis 1 and 2. Here are brief points of connection: 

   In Genesis 1, on the sixth day of creation, God creates humankind in God’s image. In John’s Gospel on the sixth day, Pilate says pointedly, “look here is The Man”. In the New Creation of John’s Gospel humankind is again created in God’s image; the image is of a broken, crucified Christ.

   On the seventh day in Genesis 2, God rested. On the Seventh day in John’s Gospel Jesus breathed his last declaring “it is finished” and he rested in the tomb. The earth was so quiet one could hear the stillness breathe.

 

The Eighth Day

Now, on the first day of the new week, the Eighth Day, Mary embraces Jesus in the Garden of the New Eden in the New Creation. Jesus and Mary represent for us the wholeness of humanity, transformed by love, through the Resurrection. There are echoes here of Song of Songs. In both John 20 and Song of Songs the backdrop of the story is a garden. In both Songs of Songs 3.4 and John 20.17 the word cling is highlighted: “…when I found him whom my soul loves I held him" and would not let him go…” and “Jesus said to her, ‘Do not cling to me, because I have not yet ascended to the Father.”

Mary leans into the tomb and sees two angels seated on either end of the place where Jesus lay. What John is alluding to is the Ark of the Covenant entombed in the holy of holies within the tabernacle, the place of God’s presence described in Exodus.  

 

The Ark of the Covenant, plated in gold, was a box containing the ten commandments, and according to some traditions, a pot of manna and Aron’s rod. The ark had an angel on either end. In between the two angels was the seat of mercy. It was said that God spoke to Moses from the seat of Mercy. Now in John 20 God speaks to Mary from the seat of mercy in the tomb within the Garden of Resurrection.

John’s Gospel is a New Genesis and a New Exodus too. The point of Exodus is that the people may be one with God. The unity between God and God’s people in Exodus is like a marriage. At Mt Sinai the Marriage between God and God’s people takes place and the covenant is given as a gift. Thereafter, the tabernacle and the ark of the covenant are created as a sign of God’s presence in the midst of God’s people. To come close to the ark of the covenant is akin to is God immersing Godself in the midst of us, BEING ONE WITH US – a union. The theme of God with us that began in John 1 reaches full maturity in John 20. Herein lies the Great Good News, that God in Christ is ALWAYS with us, closer to us that the breath we breathe. The Easter claim is that something new has happened in the world, that the Old Creation is utterly transformed into the New Creation. The new Creation is the union of the divine and human, a marriage of the infinite and the finite; we offer the holiness of our humanity and our finitude to God who at the very same moment offers the holiness of God’s divinity and infinity to us and a perfect union is formed.

Resurrection as a pattern in the universe

Resurrection implies a transformation so complete, that one form of life is utterly transformed into a new form of life altogether. But is the Resurrection possible? My own instinct is to look for repeatable patterns, if something is possible in one part of the universe surely it is possible in another. For example, bulbs die in the soil and daffodils rise. The caterpillar dies in the cocoon and from the chrysalis a butterfly emerges.  Our Grandmother star that went supernova and died gave birth to our Sun; the hydrogen from this grandmother star still exists in the water in our bodies and continues to give us life. When we look at the life cycle of biological, chemical, and planetary events, the repeatable pattern is that out of death comes life. Thus, not only is the Resurrection a possibility, but it is also the very blueprint of life and existence. I suggest that Resurrection is a universal pattern of the undoing of death.

The resurrection of Jesus Christ is a repeatable pattern that happens in the universe all the time. Every act of death is an act of new life in the universe. The incarnation, death, and resurrection of Jesus was a pattern of life in the universe long before it was seen in the life of Christ. The Paschal mystery, the mystery that out of death life emerges and that this life creates the universe, is the message of Christ’s resurrection. More than that, what took place in Christ is intended as a future glimpse of where the whole cosmos is headed: union and transformation in the Divine embrace of love. Love unites, and by uniting transforms that which it unites. The Resurrection is a repeatable pattern and also at the same time a foretaste of the next stage of cosmic evolution. The resurrection recapitulates the whole evolutionary emergent creation as a forward movement to become something new, a new heaven and a new earth.

The resurrection happens moment by moment, but this present moment is drenched in our future destiny of a new creation, a new union. As one writer said, the resurrection is “the invasion of the present by the power of what is yet to come.”

Resurrection is about the power of love to create life out of death, here and now, today, and tomorrow. Resurrection happens now, or it does not happen at all. It happens in us and around us, in persons and history, in nature and universe. Resurrection happens when we say “yes” to the dying and rising of Jesus Christ and when we say “yes” to our lives as the stuff out of which the New Creation dawns. Resurrection happens when we allow the small self, the ego to surrender and the true self, the Christ within us to emerge.

We are the continuation of Christ in evolution and the direction of evolution depends on our choices and actions.  We are to give ourselves to Christ and to his cause and values.

We are not God, but every single person is born out of the love of God, expresses this love in his/her unique personal form and has the capacity to be united with God.  Because Jesus is the Christ, every human is already reconciled with every other human in the mystery of the divine so that Christ is more than Jesus alone; Christ is the whole reality bound in a union of love.

 

Sources: The writings of

   Teilhard de Chardin, Ilia Delio, Beatrice Bruteau, Bede Griffiths, Cynthia Bourgealt

Desiree Snyman
The Washing of the Feet

The house was filled with the fragrance of the perfume.         John 12.3

 The storm clouds are gathering in the distance. The met office, in this case the red sky in the morning, has forecast a category 5 hurricane assembling itself off the coast of Judea. Jerusalem itself is under threat, not to mention coastal trading towns like Tyre and Sidon to the north. The skies are starting to darken.

 

 Said Judas to Mary, "Now what will you do

with your ointment so rich and so rare?"

"I'll pour it all over the feet of the Lord

and I'll wipe it away with my hair," she said,

"I’ll wipe it away with my hair."

 

Some friends gather at the home of Lazarus and his two sisters, Mary and Martha. Contrary to popular tradition, this Mary was not a harlot. There was never any such person. Magdalene was not a prostitute either. Not, I hasten to add, that there is anything wrong with that!

 Mary does a strange and beautiful thing.

 In those times, standard foot wear was the sandal, and, not being British, they did not wear socks. Much travel was by shank’s pony; and so, when a weary traveller arrived, someone would bring water to wash sore and dusty feet. What bliss! … Inevitably, this being a menial task, the lot fell to women to do the washing bit. I expect the men loved it; or maybe they did not even notice.

Mary, the sister of Lazarus, anoints Jesus’ feet with nard, a very costly perfumed ointment, and carefully wipes it away with her hair. This is almost like anointing a King with oil, a kind of coronation. Judas is, at least, perplexed, if not outraged. In his role as keeper of the purse, he complains, “Why was this not sold for three hundred denarii and the money given to the poor?”

Be it known that the denarius was the equivalent of one day’s wages for a common labourer. So we are looking at roughly one year’s salary. Or if you are on a government pension, almost 3 year’s salary. I fancy the household of Lazarus was not that wealthy, and very unlikely to possess such a large sum of money. This extremely costly gift lends narrative emphasis to the significance and meaning of Mary’s action. Yet, Judas may well have spoken justly.

 

"Oh Mary, Oh Mary, oh think of the poor –

this ointment, it could have been sold,

and think of the blankets and think of the bread

you could buy with the silver and gold," he said,

"buy with the silver and gold."

 

Sydney Carter’s evocative words offer a subtext of this story. Mary is the carer, the intuitive one, the one who puts people before most other things, who would, if she had been asked, have given her life for her Lord.

 

"Tomorrow, tomorrow I'll think of the poor

Tomorrow," she said, "not today;

for dearer than all of the poor in the world

is my love who is going away," she said,

"my love who is going away."

 

You may remember another occasion when Mary sits at Jesus’ feet, while her long-suffering sister, Martha, goes about the tasks of home making. Martha quite naturally complains about this. I have always thought Jesus’ response to be pretty unfair. “Mary has chosen the better part.”

 

Had I been Martha, I would have been crushed by that remark. Domestic chores were her way of loving. But then, Jesus was a man, if you will pardon the irony. St James had it right when he remarked that the balanced life of doing and praying is the better way.

 

Still, in today’s story, kindly as ever to Mary, Jesus takes Judas down a peg or two. “Leave her alone. She bought it so she might keep it for my burial. You always have the poor with you, but you do not always have me.”

 

Again, Sydney Carter’s poetic license fills in the very busy silence of the unconscious landscape.

 

Said Jesus to Mary, "Your love is so deep

today you may do as you will.

Tomorrow you say I am going away,

but my body I leave with you still," he said,

"my body I leave with you still."

 

Jesus’ thoughts are turning inwards. He was not clairvoyant, but he could obviously read the signs, and he knew what he was doing. He was committed in his own mind to a mission whose conclusion was becoming clearer by the day. Mary the sister of Lazarus was possibly the only person to discern this mission, and this dreadful end.

 

Indeed, Jesus is moving to a state of mind when he uses more and more plain-speak. No more parables to tease and cajole his followers into some deeper thinking and spirituality; but plain, downright goodness. No more metaphor; simple, plain, down to earth Aramaic.

 

"The poor of the world are my body,” he said,

"to the end of the world they shall be,

the bread and the blankets you give to the poor

you'll know you have given to me," he said,

"you'll know you have given to me."

 

It’s a plaintive song, is it not? But it does, I think, reflect the pensive mood into which Jesus is descending. As St Mark so compellingly describes, very few if any of his followers have truly grasped what he was on about. His disciples, the very men he chose to be with him on a journey of discovery have not managed to liberate themselves from the coils of mortality to freedom of spirit.

 

And so, we follow a profoundly misunderstood man as he makes his way to the end of the world. The Hero Journey, as Joseph Campbell was wont to say, is one that we take alone, through a dense part of the thicket, on a path that no one else has trod. This is the ultimate struggle of being human, to enter the thicket knowing that we are, indeed, on our own.

 

Ah! But the other side! The other side! The pearl of great price!

 

"My body will hang on the cross of the world

tomorrow," he said, "not today,

and Martha and Mary will find me again

and wash all the sorrow away," he said,

"and wash all the sorrow away."

 

Next week, we begin, through the action of our formal liturgies, the journey through the thicket. Palm Sunday, Holy Week, Maundy Thursday, Good Friday, Holy Saturday and, finally on to Easter Day, the prize. I invite you to take part in this pilgrimage in any way that you can, even if it is to spare five minutes in your busy days to reflect on this keystone of our Christian life.

 

In the name of God.

Amen

Doug Bannerman © 2022

Desiree Snyman
The Lost Son

Luke 15:1-3, 11b-32 4th SUNDAY in LENT

The Parable of the Prodigal Son, or of the Lost Son, is one of the best known and most accessible of Jesus’ parables. Personally, I think that it’s a precious gift to us and I always see it as a privilege to preach a sermon on it when it appears in the lectionary.

Whenever I think about lost things, I remember when my son was at school in Brisbane. Over the six years he was there he lost an incredible amount of things. I can feel my anxiety levels increase just thinking about it. School hat, several jumpers, cricket helmet, sports gear, mobile phone. He wasn’t the only one of course. In the winter months so many boys lost their jumpers that lost property department wiped their hands of the situation and just put a big wheelie bin outside for jumpers. He even lost his whole school bag once.  I think I clocked up a record as the father or parent who visited the school’s lost property most often.

 Lost. We can all relate to the sense of frustration, anxiety, incompleteness and even panic when something or someone is lost.

The Lost Son parable is set in the context of a normal family with normal problems.

As always, context is important. The Parable of the Lost or Prodigal Son is one of three Gospel Parables in Chapter 15 - the others are the Lost Coin and the Lost Sheep. Together, they challenge us to try to understand the reasons for these emotions and what lies behind them. Why has Jesus told these stories and what can we learn from them?

Coming as they do in response to verses 1 and 2 indicates that it is basically teaching about how God acts towards sinners. His mercy is as reckless as a shepherd who abandons ninety-nine sheep to recover one lost one.

 I always find it fascinating the different names that exist for this Parable. The Parable of the Lost Son, Lost Sons (plural) or of the Prodigal Son. But it’s also known as the Parable of the Forgiving Father – hence emphasising the Father’s key role. We see a wayward and greedy young man abandon his father, family and community for the ‘high life’. When this doesn’t live up to expectations, he finds himself broken physically, emotionally and spiritually. It was his choice to leave so he has no one to blame but himself. Every time I read the parable I’m amazed by the father’s loving reception of him on his eventual return. The welcome he receives speaks of God’s boundless mercy and unconditional love. It’s debatable how genuine his repentance is at verse 18. Many commentators write that his return home is more out of self-preservation than true repentance. This makes the welcome he receives even more surprising.

 This parable speaks of the great depth of God’s welcome and mercy. Even if we return only because our desires have failed to bring the wealth and happiness we expected, or because our sins didn’t offer as much satisfaction as we had hoped, or simply because we just couldn’t make it on our own, God welcomes us back! In writing about this parable the early Church Fathers said it was a parable about you and me.

Do you relate to the father, unconditionally loving and receiving back the lost child, or do you relate to the son, returning home after a period of selfishness?

I’m sure we can all relate to the lady who searched the whole house for one particular item!

Even if we don’t have a farming background, I’m sure we can relate to the shepherd who searched for a valuable, vulnerable sheep!

Losing something or someone means separation. The lost person or object is somehow outside our care and protection. The parables of the lost sheep and the lost son in particular illustrate that the lost one is somehow assumed to be in the darkness, to be vulnerable.

Also, without the lost one, the whole flock or family is somehow lesser, weaker, incomplete.  When something or someone is lost, something in us is lost as well and there’s a real grief there.

By way of possessions my mind of course goes to all the things that have been lost by so many in the recent floods. While we say that material things are not as important, many of those things were associated with precious memories and are not replaceable – there is a real grief there.

While the three parables have many unique features that I have not mentioned, one of the main features that unites them is that there is rejoicing when what was lost, is found.

The shepherd finding the lost sheep: 5 When he has found it, he lays it on his shoulders and rejoices. 6 And when he comes home, he calls together his friends and neighbours, saying to them, “Rejoice with me, for I have found my sheep that was lost.” 7 

The woman finding the lost coin: 9 When she has found it, she calls together her friends and neighbours, saying, “Rejoice with me, for I have found the coin that I had lost.”

The father on the lost son’s return: 22 But the father said to his slaves, “Quickly, bring out a robe—the best one—and put it on him; put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. 23 And get the fatted calf and kill it, and let us eat and celebrate; 24 for this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found!” And they began to celebrate.

African Biblical scholar Paul Isaak says that the older brother, by refusing to join the father’s joyous celebration, has himself become ‘lost’. (Hence he says it should be called the parable of the Lost Sons).

Archbishop Justin Welby points out that the parable of the Lost Sons doesn’t claim to be the end of the story. Does the older brother eventually join the feast? Can the younger brother settle back into home and family life?

Yet the rejoicing in each parable illustrates that because we have such a merciful and forgiving God, despite the unexpected turns that life takes, the uncertainty of our lives, we can embark trustingly and rejoicingly on the journey with him. The Good News today from this parable is that forgiveness and mercy and unconditional love are our resources for the journey.

Today’s parables call us to be a community that shares God’s joy in dispensing mercy, forgiveness and welcome. How do we express that joy in our own lives, in parish life and in the wider community?

A prayer: O God who seeks and saves the lost, make us open to your call in our lives now and in the future, that we may know the joy of our homecoming and the welcome of your embrace. Amen.

Some Resources

Regarding the community rejoicing together when ones that are lost are welcomed, www.loveyourneighbour.org has some excellent tips and ideas to help us break down barriers in our communities, as does the Asylum Seeker Resource Centre:

https://www.asrc.org.au/wp-content/uploads/2016/05/ASRC-Words-that-Work-4pp.pdf

Daniel Eng, The Widening Circle: Honour, Shame, and Collectivism in the Parable of the Prodigal Son, Expository Times 2019, Vol. 130 (5), 193-201. 

Justin Welby, Family – Caring for the Core, Chapter 2 in Reimagining Britain: Foundations for Hope. Bloomsbury, 2018.

 

Desiree Snyman
Suffering

I want to talk about suffering today. I want to be clear that the suffering caused by the abuse of people, domestic abuse of women, the horrific abuse of children, is totally unacceptable and the injustice of that is to be challenged in every way possible by every means possible and with every breath that we have. Suffering caused by abuse is unacceptable and we are all responsible to do everything we can to stop it. When I talk of suffering today I refer to what we do with the mysterious suffering that can’t be explained.  

Many faithful Christ followers remember the day God failed.  

2 Corinthians 7.14 states: If my people who are called by my name humble themselves, pray, seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin and heal their land.” 

Except, for some, God was deaf. Earnest, humble prayers were cried. The face of God was sought. Yet God did not answer. God did not hear from heaven. There was no healing in the land. Forgiveness from sin seemed far away.  

I remember the day God failed me. I was 30. In our church and school community was a stunning family with a 6-year-old child that radiated goodness. He became sick very mysteriously, very suddenly and very quickly. He was in a coma for weeks. We prayed for his healing. We fasted. We prayed and we prayed, and we prayed. And he died. If ever there was a prayer worth answering, this was certainly it. Yet God seemed silent. The day the young boy died faith died too. The day he died the idea of a safe universe died too; all were vulnerable to tragedy. Suffering, unbearable to witness, dissolved the parents, his sister, the school community, and the church. Why? Why did an innocent boy suffer and die? Why did the parents have to go through such unimaginable grief? Why did God not answer prayer? Why did God fail us? 

The question put to Jesus in Luke 13.1-9 is universal and timeless: How do we make sense of the intense suffering in our world? In Luke 13 people approach Jesus about the brutality and injustice of Pilate that led to horrific deaths of Galilean Jews. Jesus adds his own example of Jerusalemite Jews who died in a random construction accident when a tower fell. Why did these people have to suffer and die?  

The question about suffering in Luke 13.1 is poignant as we hear these Scriptures in the context of Russia’s death dealing invasion of Ukraine. The collapse of the tower of Siloam is not far removed from the landslides and floods that killed innocent people. Like the questioners we too want assurance. We want meaning. We want an explanation. We want the reason for suffering.  

There are no easy answers to life’s tough questions. And Jesus does not explain away the suffering. Two things are made absolutely clear:

1.    God does not cause suffering,

2.    Suffering can be transformed.  

God does not send or cause suffering. Nor is suffering a result of sin. Both the Jews and the Greek speakers held the view that suffering is the fruit of sin. Some people today still live with a cause-and-effect thinking. Jesus wants to break the equation: sin=suffering. The mindset Jesus wants to interrogate is the belief that if there is suffering there must be sin; and if there is great suffering there must be great sin. Note Jesus’ emphatic and repeated “No!” to his own questions. Jesus absolutely insists that the people who died, whether Galilean or Jerusalemite, were not more deserving of death than others. In other parts of Scripture such as John 9:2-3, Jesus rejects the idea that a man was born blind because of his or his parents’ sin.  

Jesus then invites repentance. As I have explained before, repentance here does not mean asking forgiveness for sin. Instead, repentance from the Greek metanoia means

·         to go beyond the mind you have;

·         or to change your thinking;

·         or rearrange the furniture of your mind;

·         or in the words of Paul in Romans, “be transformed through the renewing of your mind”(12.2). 

The metanoia Jesus invites is downright scary. If God does not cause suffering, if God does not send suffering as punishment for sin, then suffering just is. We have to give up our illusions of safety. We have to give up the idea that if I am good and do the right things suffering will pass me by. There is no insurance policy against suffering. Much suffering is unintentional and unavoidable. In some ways, some suffering is inevitable simply because we are living in an evolving world. If we can open ourselves to the mystery of suffering it is possible to use the energy of suffering to transform the world.  

God does not cause suffering. God does not send suffering as punishment, but the energy of suffering can be harnessed to transform the world.  Christ is our model for using the energy of suffering to transform the world. Some suffering is unavoidable. Instead of wasting that energy we can use it to make a positive difference in the world. Think of the energy of the sun or the wind. Human evolution has found ways of harnessing the power of the sun and the wind to use as fuel. Our suffering energy is potential energy. We can use it in productive ways or waste it. We can make it productive by channelling it. We direct it by our choice. How do we do this? By our loving intention. We can give it to Christ to use it for God’s project of loving union, of bringing about the kingdom of God on earth. The suffering servant songs in Isaiah taught Jesus that suffering can be redemptive for others if it is directed by love. For the pain in suffering, Moltmann writes, “is the lack of love, and the wounds in wounds are the abandonment [of love].”  

This is my interpretation of the parable of the fig tree. Suffering is a reality of being human. The suffering we undergo does produce energy. If we waste the energy of suffering, we are like the fig tree that is green all over but does not bear fruit. Deep prayer or contemplation which is total surrender to God can awaken us to the hidden presence of God in the midst of suffering and our suffering can be fruitful. Deep prayer which is total surrender to God is to give up control over pain and suffering.  

I said earlier that when that young boy died, faith died too. And it was the best thing that could ever happen. The faith that died was the faith in an all-powerful God. The God revealed in Jesus is an all-loving God that gives up power for love. The only power God has is the power of love, and love offers no controlling coercive power over. Bonhoeffer writes that “God lets himself be pushed out of the world on to the cross. He is weak and powerless in the world, and that is precisely the way, the only way, in which he is with us and helps us. The Bible directs man to God’s powerlessness and suffering; only the suffering God can help. (Dietrich Bonhoeffer, Letters and Papers from Prison, ed. Eberhard Bethge (New York:  Macmillan, 1972), 360.) There is no God in heaven that has power or control over earth. God entered earth, God emptied Godself and took the form of a servant (Phil 2:6) and he was led to a cross. Barbara Brown Taylor in “God in Pain” writes that “Christianity is the only world religion that confesses a God who suffers. It is not all that popular an idea, even among Christians. We prefer a God who prevents suffering, only that is not the God we have got. What the cross teaches us is that God’s power is not the power to force human choices and end human pain. It is, instead, the power to pick up the shattered pieces and make something holy out of them— not from a distance but right close up.” 

The transformative energy of suffering can happen when we live contemplatively, that is to really know that we are in Christ and Christ is in us in this world. We know then that love is strong as death, and that love is the future fulness of our lives.

Desiree Snyman
Wants

In Coles a week ago when the shelves were nearly empty, there was a young mum with two small kids. One of them, a toddler was screaming out “I WANT!!!!!”. Mum finally gave in and quiet was restored. 

In the Gospel reading today we are presented with a whole series of wants.  

What do the Pharisees really want when they warn Jesus? These Pharisees here seem to be genuine when want Jesus to “get away from here” and be safe. There were “good” Pharisees.  The Pharisee Nicodemus in John’s Gospel, and the Pharisee Paul who would eventually become an important follower of Jesus. 

The Pharisees say that Herod wants to kill Jesus. Herod is curious about Jesus, especially the suggestion that Jesus is John the Baptist raised from the dead, since he himself had John beheaded.  Interestingly, when Herod has the chance to kill Jesus in Jerusalem, he doesn’t do it, because he wants to get a sign out of him. He wants Jesus to perform a miracle as a great party trick. Jesus refers to Herod as “that fox”. Today foxes are generally thought to connote cleverness or cunning, in Jesus day they were also considered “insignificant”. 

Jesus wants to continue on his way to death in Jerusalem. His sense of purpose is strong! Jesus also wants to gather Jerusalem as a hen gathers her brood; but Israel does not want to be gathered in.  

The very word, want, can be used as a lens through which to view the whole story of the Bible; the big picture of the Bible is that God wants to gather God’s people. Yet God’s people want no part of it. So, God wants to work to win the people’s want back. 

There are so many wants! We all have things we want. Perhaps, we would be more polite and we would say something like “that would be really nice”; but, the fact is we want.  

With floods all along the coast from Gympie to the back of Sydney, there has been much more thinking about climate change. We want governments to sort out greenhouse gasses and rising sea levels. We want better coordination of emergency services. We want more low-cost and emergency housing to be available. 

And we continue to be distressed about the war in Ukraine. With threats of nuclear bombs being used and with hospitals and houses being shelled and with it seeming impossible to set up evacuation corridors for civilians, we want assurances of peace and nuclear disarmament. 

All this leads people to wonder what sort of world their grandchildren and great-grandchildren will grow up in. We hope for peace and stability in the world. We hope for good and compassionate governments. We hope for sensible management of our ecology. 

And what hopes do we have for our families? A good education. A fine career. A loving spouse. Well behaved children. A big house. These are all very understandable human hopes to have. Sometimes, because of our faith, we might hope and pray that those we love would be regularly involved in church, or even be occasional attenders. We would love for our families to have joy in knowing Jesus; for them to have the wonderful peace of living, even now, the quality of life described as Eternal Life. 

But it’s not easy to hold firm and clear spiritual hopes for those we love. We just seem to accept the fact that not many of our family are living the lives promised for them at their Baptism. 

In a hotel somewhere I found a soggy drinks coaster on the bar advertising Becks Beer. On the coaster was printed “LIFE BECKONS …. CHOOSE WISELY”. That’s a great Christian message. What a fantastic short sermon; “Life Beckons .. choose wisely!”. But, if we really want this to happen for someone we love (or for ourselves), it’s really hard to see God making it happen if we don’t consistently pray for it. 

Yet, most of us find it difficult to pray. How do we pray?   I think we can be helped by the words of the hymns we remember. The old hymns such as “Guide me O Thou great Redeemer”, “O Lord my God when I in awesome wonder”, “What a friend we have in Jesus”, “When we walk with the Lord in the light of His word…. Trust and obey for there’s no other way to be happy in Jesus”, all give us wonderful words for our prayers. There’s also some very helpful new songs such as “Christ be our light, shine in our hearts, shine through the darkness”. 

Yes, in guiding our prayers for a wise choice of life, songs can be most helpful; but only if we actively try to make them helpful. They won’t be beneficial if we don’t make an effort to learn from them. Our great hymns don’t achieve very much if they are only sung because we enjoy singing. 

Sometimes sermons can be helpful too. If only we could remember what was said. In Sydney, at St Andrew’s Cathedral recently, the printed service sheet had a blank page for notes and people around us were jotting down points to remember. I had a parishioner in Surfers Paradise who always took notes in the sermon.  

It’s not really a surprise that there is always helpful guidance in God’s word. There’s not any better value than in regular Bible reading. Sadly, we now live in the most Bible illiterate time for centuries. Our parents and grandparents were much more capable than us in quoting many Bible verses. Our Anglican services were intended to give great emphasis to the reading of Scripture. Being the Bible reader in our services is a most significant role. There is also an important role for Study Groups. Rev Greg is very excited that around 50 people in the Parish are attending our Lenten studies. Not everyone can get to, or cope with, Bible study groups. However, we are all able to learn new things at our own pace and time with our own choice of book. But why not read the Bible regularly? 

Today, in the Gospel, there is again really Good News. Jesus stresses that time is short. He says “I’ll be casting out demons and performing cures today and tomorrow”. Action should not be put off; there is only today and tomorrow.  After this warning to act now, Jesus once more shows his love and amazing forgiveness. In great encouragement to us, despite all the rejection that he has experienced, Jesus says he constantly desires to gather his people together as a hen gathers her chicks under her wings. Reading this carefully, we hear Jesus say “How often have I desired to gather your children together as a hen gathers her brood under her wings and you were not willing!” 

May our Lenten focus be for us to strive to be willing to have Jesus gather us in. A few Sundays ago we sang “gather us in, the lost and forsaken, gather us in the blind and the lame; call to us now and we shall awaken, we shall arise at the sound of our name” 

Our best want is to rejoice in being promised acceptance and forgiveness. To want to enjoy Jesus’ loving protection as we gather under his wings. May we, once again, make the decision to follow him wherever that leads. 

Desiree Snyman
Comfort My People

For at the least the last 6 months, a Bible Verse that has become a mantra for me is “Comfort my People”. The mantra summarises my intention to show up in the world with kindness, patience, presence, and comfort. 

We are only beginning to understand the long-term effects of COVID and lock down.  We have hardly recovered from the intensity of the bushfires. Now we are witnessing and experiencing trauma related to unimaginable flooding. Intercalating the flood updates are images of misery and stress from the Ukraine as they stand up to Russia. I feel such compassion for our people in this region and beyond. I worry about how much more people can take. Comfort my people says the Lord. 

In our meditation on Wednesday, we drew together as one collective self and poured out an energy of comfort, compassion, and peace. Whatever it is you are facing, please know that compassion, comfort, peace, and hope are so much stronger than despair, hopelessness, and suffering. Amidst immense distress the nobility of the human spirit shines so brightly. Within each of us is an Infinite source of peace and care that far out floods any disaster. I see this Divine Spirit at work in each of you and the members of our community. It is this presence of Love, Concern, or God that is in the eyes and hearts of all whom I meet that is the source of my hope. 

I am grateful:

·         for the outpouring of support to those in distress,

·         for those using their skills set to rebuild lives,

·         for every thought, feeling and act of love and compassion, for this energy overcomes any fear and destruction.

Thank you for your presence to others, and thank you also for nourishing yourselves with self-care, self-love and self -compassion.      Desiree

Desiree Snyman
Dazzling darkness of transfiguration

Clouds and Glory: Sermon on Luke 9.28-36

Now about eight days after these sayings Jesus took with him Peter and John and James, and went up on the mountain to pray. And while he was praying, the appearance of his face changed, and his clothes became dazzling white. Suddenly they saw two men, Moses and Elijah, talking to him. They appeared in glory and were speaking of his departure, which he was about to accomplish at Jerusalem. Now Peter and his companions were weighed down with sleep; but since they had stayed awake, they saw his glory and the two men who stood with him. Just as they were leaving him, Peter said to Jesus, ‘Master, it is good for us to be here; let us make three dwellings, one for you, one for Moses, and one for Elijah’—not knowing what he said. While he was saying this, a cloud came and overshadowed them; and they were terrified as they entered the cloud.Then from the cloud came a voice that said, ‘This is my Son, my Chosen;listen to him!’ When the voice had spoken, Jesus was found alone. And they kept silent and in those days told no one any of the things they had seen

Transfiguration

We glance at the story of the Transfiguration as the final chapter in the season of Epiphany. As you know epiphany means the manifestation of God. Throughout the weeks of epiphany, we are gradually transformed until we reach our full illumination with Christ in the Transfiguration. Imagine that the season of Epiphany is like a dimmer switch which gradually increases the light in a room from a dim ambiance to full wattage brightness. For Eastern Christians, the feast day of the Transfiguration, is significant. The emphasis on Christian practice in the Eastern Orthodox tradition culminates in the idea of theopoiesis, which means made into God, or divinised or transfigured. The story of Christ’s transfiguration is for all of us, we are also changed into dazzling light. The usual date for Feast of Transfiguration is the 6th of August. The 6th of August is significant for another reason too, it was the day the Americans chose to drop the nuclear bomb on Hiroshima. Today’s reading of the Transfiguration coincides with another moment in history, Russia’s invasion of the Ukraine. Putin issued many threats in his declaration of war, the most unsettling was for the west. Putin said: “Anyone who tries to get in our way, let alone tries to threaten us and our people, should know that Russia’s answer will be immediate, and it will lead to consequences of the sort that you have not faced ever in your history.”  (Time magazine, 24 February 2022, https://time.com/6150787/putin-us-risk-ukraine-war/). I felt fearful when I heard Putin’s threat and wonder if you did too. I highlight here how history’s timeline records that humanity’s deadliest decisions occur in a liturgical time that honours human potential to be totally transformed by love and light.  Humankind makes decisions for death and destruction on a feast day that celebrates light, transcendence and transformation. How on earth do we hold these two opposites together?

 

Clouds and glory

It seems that the Scriptures may be ahead of me on this one, the glory and transfiguration of Christ is intricately linked with death, crucifixion, and the mechanics of empire. Cloud and glory go together. The heights of human transformation in the transfiguration are closely associated with the clouds of utter human failure. That clouds and glory go together is evident in three ways. First, failure follows the mountain top experience of transfiguration. We would have thought that having seen the goal of human evolution the disciples might have been better equipped to respond to the world. No, they fail in faith, fail in prayer, and fail in healing. Second, the story of transfiguration is utterly linked not only to the baptism but also to crucifixion of Jesus. The words “This is my Beloved Son” connect the baptism, transfiguration, and transfiguration of Jesus. These three stories are three pivots around which the gospel moves. Third, it turns out that God dwells not in the dazzling clouds of light but in the clouds of darkness. 

 

Perhaps if we step vividly into the story, it’s resonance may also vibrate within us. 

 

28 About eight days after Jesus said this, 

The 8 days may refer to the Feast of Booths which celebrates how God looked after the Hebrew people in the wilderness when they escaped Pharoah’s Egypt. The Feast of Booths is a joyful celebration where families live in tents and lean-tos made of palm branches. 

 

he took Peter, John, and James with him and went up onto a mountain to pray Finding peace on the Mountain to pray makes sense to us. There is a primal instinct in us humans about mountains being sacred. Spiritual leaders ascend a mountain to commune with the Divine; Moses ascended Mt Sinai and Elijah nestled in Mt Horeb. Jesus is about to non-violently challenge the mechanics of empire and so withdraws to the mountain to gain strength. The mountain top is an obvious illusion to Exodus and Mt Sinai when God married the Hebrew people in a covenant (see Exodus 19.16). “I am going to come to you in a dense cloud,” God says to Moses, “in order that the people may hear when I speak with you and so trust you ever after” (19:9). As the Hebrew slaves people gathered at the foot of Mt Sinai God enclosed them in a thick cloud, with the sound of trumpets, thunder, and lightening. 

 

As he was praying, the appearance of his face changed, and his clothes became as bright as a flash of lightning. 

Like Moses on Mt Sinai, and like the burning bush Moses encountered while caring for sheep in the desert, it is as if Jesus becomes all flame.  Peter, James, and John witness something other worldly; not only is Jesus all flame but he is joined in the light by Moses and Elijah. In case we missed that this transfiguration is a new Exodus, Luke makes it plain: “They spoke about his Exodus which he was about to bring to fulfilment at Jerusalem.”

 

32 Peter and his companions were very sleepy, but when they became fully awake, they saw his glory and the two men standing with him

On the night of Jesus’ arrest Jesus will ask Peter, James, and John to pray with him, they will fall asleep. Similarly, at this key moment in the life of Jesus the three disciples are sleepy too. Just as Peter attempts to grasp the moment a dark cloud descends and covers them. They can see nothing but hear the words that are said also at Jesus’ baptism and the crucifixion: this is my beloved, my son, listen. One moment there was dazzling light that blinds and the next moment there was dazzling darkness that blinds even more.

 

A dazzling dark cloud of unknowing

It is this dark cloud of unknowing that blinds you, terrifies you and leaves you speechless that is the important symbol for us. Notice that the three disciples worked out for themselves that they had to shut up, previously Jesus had to keep saying, “Be quiet; tell no one.” It is from this cloud of unknowing that God speaks. God is encountered in the dazzling darkness of the cloud that swallows them up. The Gospel is that God Dwells in the Darkness. 

 

The cloud of dazzling darkness reminds me of a time when I walked Table Mountain. Table Mountain is an iconic feature of South Africa, as is the Tablecloth of cloud that covers it in Spring. When that tablecloth cloud descends, you can see nothing. The signposts are hidden, and other senses are heightened as you walk slower, much slower, for who knows where the edge is. The tourist map you were given is useless and you are left to find your own way when you can hardly see your hand in front of you. Walking within that cloud of unknowing is invigorating though; probably because your senses are so focused on your breathing and taking one slow step after another. You are too caught up in the moment to worry about distractions such as taking selfies and landscape photos. It is this experience that I think of when disciples, saints, mystics, and ordinary people who love Jesus find themselves in the dark cloud of unknowing. The dark cloud is an inevitable event if you follow Christ. 

 

According to those who have devoted their entire lives to prayer, the dark cloud is where God takes us a part and remakes us, where we die and are resurrected in love. Holy Darkness, Blessed Night is what St John of the Cross will teach us from his dark cloud. Within this dark cloud of unknowing, everything is swallowed up.  All the second-hand faith that has lovingly been given to us by parents, preachers and Sunday School teachers fails us, they are like the useless tourist maps when walking on Table Mountain when the cloud has descended. The usual rules of religion do not work. The means of grace that once sustained us, leave us empty. 

 

Here is the thing, while I might be surprised at human destruction on the feast day of human transfiguration, the Scriptures anticipate this. The words said at the transfiguration are the same words said at the crucifixion, forever binding the two into a sacred dance. According to our scriptures, cloud and glory go together. 

 

The dark cloud of unknowing is not a test or something we have to get through. No. In the Hebrew Scriptures and in the Gospel, the dark cloud is where God dwells. To be invited into the cloud is a privilege. Those who come out may not have many words, we may even doubt their sanity, and they may be forever changed. Their message is similar – they would never choose the experience, but now that it has happened, they would never give it back. 

 

“Today you have heard a story you can take with you when you go. It tells you that no one has to go up the mountain alone. It tells you that sometimes things get scary before they get holy. Above all, it tells you that there is someone standing in the centre of the cloud with you, shining so brightly that you may never be able to wrap your mind around him, but who is worth listening to all the same--because he is God's beloved, and you are his, and whatever comes next, you are up to it.” Barbara Brown Taylor. March 02, 2014. Day One

Desiree Snyman