The Scriptures this week are dense with themes of discipleship, evangelism and the zeal of sharing the Good Life. But what is the first step of being a follower of God? I suggest that it begins with experience, the experience of being utterly loved and accepted by God. With this in mind I invite you to read through this quote by Thomas Merton. Read it a few times. What sings to you? Allow your reading to be a prayer.

At the centre of our being is a point of nothingness which is untouched by sin and by illusion, ... a spark which belongs entirely to God. This little point of nothingness and of absolute poverty is the pure glory of God in us. It is God's name written in us...It is like a pure diamond, blazing with the invisible light of heaven. It is in everybody, if we could see it we would see these billions of points of light coming together in the face and blaze of the sun that would make all the darkness and cruelty of life vanish completely ... I have no program for this seeing. It is only given. But the gate of heaven is everywhere. (Conjectures of a guilty bystander (1966:142) New York:Doubleday).

Thought for the week
Does the Trinity mean anything for us today? I think it does. Here are some ideas.

Trinity and intimate relationships and family life
Since God is Love and God’s very being is relationship, the Love relationships we see in the Trinity are precisely the sort of relationships that we are to experience with each other. The Trinity is The Model of how we are to conduct are partnerships, our sexuality, our marriages and our families. What does it mean in practical terms? It means we love each other with self emptying love.

Church
Trinity says that God is community—three ‘Persons’ loving each other so much that they are one. God is community. But humankind is also community. God’s desire is that these two communities should be one. In other words God’s inner life is a model for our human life.

The church is meant to be the place where we see the unity between God and humans taking shape, where we see the process of self emptying love. People are supposed to see what it means to live in the Trinity by looking at us.

Society
Society too should be structured along the lines of self-emptying love. Society should mirror this inner life of God called the Trinity. In Australia we see some of this taking shape in our care for the vulnerable in the policies that are in place to include differently-abled children at school and in our protection of the welfare of the elderly. At the same time we realise how we fail in our residual racism that we prefer to deny and not own up to. If we take Trinity seriously this will be the basis on which we reflect on our policies as a nation: the deportation of refugees, the protection of the environment through carbon pricing and our care of animals who with the cosmos are invited to share in the divine life of God.

In other words we are to oppose that which works again sharing, mutuality, belonging and service which we see modelled in God.

Picturing God
Because God is Relationship – Trinity – we never, never picture God as Powerful, Violent, Angry, Almighty. Almightiness and Violence doesn’t seem to cope with relationship or with love. Someone once said that Jesus was God’s answer to a bad reputation. Of course God the Creator is not violent. It is we who are violent and the violence we have repressed in ourselves we have projected onto our images of God. For much of human history our images of God were toxic. Since Jesus is all that can be known of God the Creator in a human life, Jesus helps us understand the gentleness and compassion of God in how he described God, in how he welcomed people and in the stories he told.

Our view of salvation

A damaging effect of
individualism in the west is its impact on our view of salvation. Salvation is NOT about an individual having their sins forgiven and then going to heaven as if heaven were a destination and a reward. No. To be saved means to be part of a community – a community of Source, Jesus and Spirit and neighbours.

When we reach out to the poor the lonely and the oppressed we are enabling them to experience something of God’s own love, something of God’s own inner life. The love that we offer each other is no different from the love that God offers God in the Trinity.

John 7 are the words Jesus spoke at the Feast of Tabernacles. Tabernacles remembered the time the Hebrews lived in tents as they travelled in the wilderness for 40 years. You may remember the
story recording in Exodus: the people of God, oppressed by Egypt’s Pharaoh, escape through the desert following their leaders Miriam and Moses.  During that time, they enjoyed Manna (bread) and water from a rock.
At the Feast of Tabernacles, according to the Mishnah (Sukkah), water rituals were part of the
celebration.  A priest would draw water from the pool of Siloam with a golden pitcher, then taking it back to the temple  he would pour it into a bowl next to the altar. In some rabbinic traditions, the water-drawing of Tabernacles is interpreted as the drawing of the Holy Spirit.

In John 7 Jesus is reinterpreting the Feast of Tabernacles promising a greater experience of thirst quenching water – the Holy Spirit.  

What are the dry and empty areas in your life right now?

The rivers of living water are flowing out from Christ to you! Come to Jesus and drink.

“To love another person is to see the face of God”

John’s Gospel was written in about 90 AD by a community
established by John, some 60 years after the death and
Resurrection of Jesus.  In John 17 the writers of John’s Gospel, who continue the influence of the
disciple John, show Jesus in a
personal and private moment of prayer. Having finished his public work, and having finished
teaching and being with his
disciples, Jesus steps into a prayer. We eavesdrop on his words.

…. I am asking on their
behalf; I am not asking on behalf of the world, but on behalf of those whom you gave me, because they are yours.
All mine are yours, and yours are mine; and I have been glorified in them.
And now I am no longer in the world, but they are in the world, and I am coming to you. Holy Father,
protect them in your name that you have given me, so that they may be one, as we are one…

To my mind John 17 seems very much like the final scene in Les Miserables in that they both
depict a prayer at the end of one’s life:

God on high …
hear my prayer.
Take me now …
to thy care.
Where you are …
let me be.
Take me now …
take me there.
Bring me home.
Bring me home.
On this page,
I write my last confession.
Read it well,
when I am last am sleeping.
It’s the story,
of those who always loved you.
Your mother gave your life for you and gave you to my keeping.
Take my hand
and lead me to salvation.
Take my love,
 for love is everlasting.
And remember the truth that once was spoken
to love another person is to see the face of God.

In John 17 we eavesdrop on Jesus’ final prayer. In the epilogue of Les Miserables we eavesdrop on the final prayer experience of Jean Valjean. The prayer of Jean Valjean at the end of Les Miserables and the prayer of Jesus at the end of John’s Gospel seem remarkably similar. Both Jesus and Jean Valjean pray for the people that they have loved that will continue to feel loved and protected by God’s grace. Both Jean Valjean and Jesus look forward to homecoming, Jean Valjean prays “bring me home” and Jesus prays “you and I are one.” Ultimately both Jesus and Jean Valjean portray the message that the love of God and the love of each is one: to love another person is to see the face of God thus in every moment of authentic self emptying love we are one with God and Jesus and the Creator are one.

Dear Friends
I’d like to tell you a story

Once a great order, a decaying monastery had only five monks left. The order was dying. In the surrounding deep woods, there was a little hut that a Rabbi from a nearby town used from time to time. The monks always knew the Rabbi was home when they saw the smoke from his fire rise above the treetops. As the Abbot agonised over the imminent death of his order, it occurred to him to ask the Rabbi if he could offer any advice that might save the monastery.
The Rabbi welcomed the Abbot at his hut. When the Abbot explained the reason for his visit, the Rabbi could only commiserate with him. “I know how it is,” he exclaimed. “The spirit has gone out of the people. It is the same in my town. Almost no one comes to the synagogue anymore.” So the Abbot and the Rabbi sat together discussing the Bible and their faiths.
The time came when the Abbot had to leave. “It has been a wonderful visit,” said the Abbot, “but I have failed in my purpose. Is there nothing you can tell me to help save my dying order?”

“The only thing I can tell you,” said the Rabbi, “is that the Messiah is among you.”

When the Abbot returned to the monastery, his fellow monks gathered around him and asked, “What did the Rabbi say?” “He couldn’t help,” the Abbot answered. “The only thing he did say, as I was leaving was that the Messiah is among us. Though I do not know what these words mean.”

In the months that followed, the monks pondered this and wondered whether there was any possible significance to the Rabbi’s words: The Messiah is among us? Could he possibly have meant that the Messiah is one of us monks here at the monastery? If that’s the case, which one of us is the Messiah? Do you suppose he meant the Abbot? Yes, if he meant anyone, he probably meant Father Abbot. Certainly he could not have meant Brother Elred! Elred gets crotchety at times. But come to think of it, even so, Elred is virtually always right. Maybe the rabbi did mean Brother Elred. Of course the Rabbi didn’t mean me.

He couldn’t possibly have meant me. I’m just an ordinary person. Yet supposing he did? Suppose I am the Messiah?

As they contemplated in this manner, the monks began to treat each other with extraordinary respect on the off chance that one among them might be the Messiah and in turn, each monk began to treat himself with extraordinary respect.

It so happened that people still occasionally came to visit the beautiful forest and monastery. Without even being conscious of it, visitors began to sense a powerful spiritual aura. They were sensing the extraordinary respect that now filled the monastery.

Hardly knowing why, people began to come to the monastery frequently to picnic, to play, and to pray. They began to bring their friends, and their friends brought their friends. Then it happened that some of the younger men who came to visit the monastery started to talk more and more with the older monks. After a while, one asked if he could join them. Then, another and another asked if they too could join the abbot and older monks. Within a few years, the monastery once again became a thriving order, a vibrant centre of light and spirituality in the realm.

(Adapted from The Different Drum: Community Making and Peace by Dr. M. Scott Peck)

“12‘This is my commandment, that you love one another as I have loved you.”

The story above is about community and love; this community is not created through slavish obedience to rules or commandments. The experience of community that the monks had was generated through the way that each monk treated the other. Because each monk assumed the specialness of the other, they treated each other with respect and curiosity and value.  The community the monks created was a type of covenant where they were each Messiah for the other.

Desiree

What do you think of when you hear the word ‘home’? What does the phrase ‘to feel at home’ mean to you? As you reflect on home consider stepping into the deepest home within …

“There is a secret place. A radiant sanctuary. As real as your own kitchen. More real than that. Constructed of the purest elements. Overflowing with the ten thousand beautiful things. Worlds within worlds. Forests, rivers. Velvet coverlets thrown over feather beds, fountains bubbling beneath a canopy of stars. Bountiful forests, universal libraries. A wine cellar offering an intoxication so sweet you will never be sober again. A clarity so complete you will never again forget.
This magnificent refuge is inside you. Enter. … Ask no permission from the authorities. Slip away. Close your eyes and follow your breath to the still place that leads to the invisible path that leads you home.
-Mirabai Starr
“The Calling” from the Introduction to her translation of Teresa of Avila's The Interior Castle

Enjoy your time at home this week.
Desiree

One of my favourite Godly Play stories relates the mystery of Easter powerfully.

The final plaque of “The Faces of Easter” by Jerome Berryman is as follows:

“that afternoon Jesus died. The sky grew dark. Jesus was taken down from the cross and buried in a cave a great stone was rolled over the opening of the cave to close it like a door.

Saturday was so quiet you could almost hear the whole earth breathing.

On Sunday, it was the women who had the courage to go on to the tomb just to be close to Jesus.

They wanted to remember even if it was sad.

When they came to the tomb they found that the stone had been rolled back and that the tomb was empty.

Jesus had died on the cross, but somehow, he was still present with them as he is with us, especially in the bread and the wine.

When you look at this side – crucifixion – you know that the other side is Easter.

When you look at this side – Easter- you know that this side – crucifixion – is still there – and you cannot pull them apart. This is the mystery of Easter and that make all the difference.”

In many ways, the Godly Play children come closer to the mystery of Easter than we do. Through Godly Play children understand that Crucifixion and its associated terrors of death, violence and evil are an intimate part of Easter with its message of true joy, a new world and a new creation. As adults we have a habit of glossing over “the bad stuff” too quickly and rapidly changing a conversation to the weather when talk becomes too serious and morbid.

Although today’s story is a powerful experience of Resurrection, it is only an Easter story in so far as real space is given for darkness, doubt, and the absence of life.

Tucked away in the encounter of the Easter Christ is the translation of one unusual Greek word “we had hoped.” Four words, yet they are utterly heartbreaking and surely a summary of what it means to gain maturity.

But. We. Had. Hoped.

But we had hoped – these words ring true for so many people that we have each walked alongside on the road to Emmaus.

But we had hoped. (But.we.had.hoped. That: the marriage would be forever…the sick friend would recover…the child would come home…)

The road to Emmaus is the place where we walk when we are tired of it all, when the false optimism of others in all its over sweet saccharine syrup drips like poison on an already darkened mood.

When I hear myself say “I think I need a drink” or when I am in a better place “I think I need a run” then I know I am on the Emmaus path again.

Frederick Buechner writes that Emmaus is:

The place we go to in order to escape – a bar, a movie, wherever it is we throw up our hands and say, “Let the whole damned thing go hang. It makes no difference anyway.” . . . Emmaus is whatever we do or wherever we go to make ourselves forget that the world holds nothing sacred: that even the wisest and bravest and loveliest decay and die; that even the noblest ideas that men have had – ideas about love and freedom and justice – have always in time been twisted out of shape by selfish men for selfish ends

The whole Gospel of Luke is structured like a labyrinth. The Gospel edges forward all the time to Jerusalem where the climax of the story happens. However, the story moves towards Jerusalem in circles, not a straight line. This is symbolic of our pathway to God – who among us has arrived at a deeper faith via a straight path? Our own stories are about The story takes two steps forward towards Jerusalem and them loops out and circles around way then back to the path. It seems to be in these circles of walking away from the path that God rocks up.

The image of Emmaus since early childhood has been burnt into my consciousness as a symbol of what it means to be a friend, a human, a partner, a parent, and church to each other. The walk to Emmaus is this:  we walk alongside each other, listening in conversation. As we walk Jesus is present within us and among us and nourishes us food that is not just food, but everything is sacramental and a path to tasting God.

Acknowledgements:

Frederick Beuchner, The Magnificent Defeat (New York: Seabury, 1966), 85-86

© 2014 By Jerome Berryman. The Complete Guide to Godly Play, Volume 4.

Now, I've heard there was a secret chord
That David played, and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?
It goes like this, the fourth, the fifth
The minor fall, the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

Your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew ya
She tied you to a kitchen chair
She broke your throne, and she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

You say I took the name in vain
I don't even know the name
But if I did, well really, what's it to you?
There's a blaze of light in every word
It doesn't matter which you heard
The holy or the broken Hallelujah…

I want to understand the holiness and terror of Maundy Thursday through the love poems of Leonard Cohen. I invite you to listen deeply to Hallelujah. I am moved by this poem that is at the very same time utterly mystical, religious, romantic, platonic and sexual. This of course is the scandal of Leonard Cohen’s poetry; he weaves together a Hebrew faith story with the Christ Narrative and his experience of union with the Divine which you may call Nirvana, Enlightenment, Samadhi, Unity Consciousness or simply, Love.

Before Leonard Cohen, I would have told you that the word Hallelujah means praise God. I heard the word hallelujah only one way, Handel’s way: “Hallelujah!” What Leonard Cohen has achieved with his hallelujah, is something that no other artists has come close to. Leonard Cohen has made the word Hallelujah not only a verb of praise, but also a song of Lament, where failures, loss and life are mourned. He has made the word hallelujah a plea for help. Hallelujah is also a prayer of confession and at the same time the grace of total absolution.

This is why I offer the story of Maundy Thursday through the lens of Cohen’s hallelujah. The Maundy story is both joy and sorrow, loss and gain, betrayal and redemption, the end of the story and the beginning of a brand-new story. There is no better way to hold these opposites together, except through the hallelujah of Cohen’s chords that are both minor and major, nostalgic, and blissful. Cohen’s hallelujah enwombs us in a Maundy Thursday Meditation that entwines praise, lament, loss, joy, sorrow, and hope.

Cohen also doesn’t blur the boundary between sexual desire and spiritual longing – he obliterates it altogether. For Leonard Cohen there are no different strands of love. Cohen does not differentiate between our Love for God and our Love for each other – it is one and the same thing. In every moment of intimate love for our sexual partner, we are at that very same moment being desired by God and desiring God too. In every act of tenderness that we offer ourselves in self-compassion – we are loving and being loved by God.

In one word, hallelujah, Cohen combines both the holy and the profane, the sexual and the spiritual, the whole and the broken, the divine and the human. And that is what Jesus does in the foot washing. Jesus is ending separation, obliterating duality. Jesus is unifying the world as the great cosmic Christ that he is. The duality that is dissolved is the delusion that we are separate from God. The separation that is dissolved is the delusion that we are separate from each other. In Jesus’ world there  is no master and slave, god and non-god, teacher, and student. There is only the unity of One Love: the unity of friendship.

We are faced with choice: Are you willing to be part of a new world order, a new heaven and a new earth, where we are intimately related, where we are a part of each other, where I am who I am because you are who you are, where who I am is intimately related to who you are, where we understand that I am in you and you are in me, and that we are in Christ?  Or do you choose the “real” world of rulers and slaves, that includes being slaves to God, slaves to religion, slaves to the powers, slaves to empire and slaves to our own appetites?

Maundy Thursday is both the total failure of Jesus, and the utter success of his vision for a new world order. The crucifixion represents the victory of the Powers, of Empire. Yet in this failure Jesus still sings hallelujah: I will stand before the Lord of Song with nothing on my lips but hallelujah. This is so close to psalm 22 that we end a Maundy Thursday Liturgy with it is scary. The end of the psalm 22 that Jesus quotes concludes with a promise of God’s vindication – “all the ends of the earth shall remember and turn to the Lord and all families of the nations shall bow before him.”

Jesus dies like a mangled scarecrow on a rubbish dump outside Jerusalem. Failure? No. The vulnerable God of Love reveals the true love story: that God is broken, but God is broken open to all. When Love breaks, love does not break down, love breaks open. In the words of Rowan Williams:  

“Here indeed is encouragement to persevere when everything seems to be falling apart, and we are few and up against great odds, and history appears to be going against us. (In A ray of Darkness).

 As a priest, Easter in a pandemic was bitter-sweet. Sweet because it is the apex of our faith – but bitter because the church would be empty. Leonard Cohen’s poem-song soothed this ache with the following line:

 “I walked into this empty church, I had no place else to go
When the sweetest voice I ever heard whispered to my soul”

 Thus, I was inspired to reflect on the Resurrection through the Easter consciousness of Cohen’s poem: “There ain’t no cure for love.”

I loved you for a long, long time
I know this love is real
It don't matter how it all went wrong
That don't change the way I feel
And I can't believe that time is
Gonna heal this wound I'm speaking of

There ain't no cure, there ain't no cure, there ain't no cure for love

I'm aching for you baby
I can't pretend I'm not
I need to see you naked
In your body and your thought
I've got you like a habit
And I'll never get enough

There ain't no cure, there ain't no cure, there ain't no cure for love

All the rocket ships are climbing through the sky
The holy books are open wide
The doctors working day and night
But they'll never ever find that cure for love

(There ain't no drink, no drug) ah, tell them, angels
(There's nothing pure enough to be a cure for love)

I see you in the subway and I see you on the bus
I see you lying down with me, I see you waking up
I see your hand, I see your hair
Your bracelets and your brush
And I call to you, I call to you
But I don't call soft enough

There ain't no cure, there ain't no cure, there ain't no cure for love

I walked into this empty church, I had no place else to go
When the sweetest voice I ever heard whispered to my soul
I don't need to be forgiven for loving you so much
It's written in the scriptures
It's written there in blood
And I even heard the angels declare it from above

There ain't no cure, there ain't no cure, there ain't no cure for love

 

“After the Sabbath, at dawn on the first day of the week, Mary Magdalene and the other Mary went to look at the tomb” (Matthew 28v1)

Cohen’s first verse describes the heart ache of the two Mary’s as they walk to the tomb:

“I loved you for a long, long time
I know this love is real
It don't matter how it all went wrong
That don't change the way I feel
And I can't believe that time is
Gonna heal this wound I'm speaking of”

Jesus died because there ain’t no cure for love. Jesus could not stop loving and so he was crucified for this love. Why do Mary and Mary go to tomb despite the danger from Roman and Jewish authorities? Because there ain’t no cure for love – they can’t help but love Jesus. Why did the Resurrection happen? Because love cannot be killed. Love goes on. If Love is crucified, then Love is transformed and Resurrected…Love goes on loving.

The angel said to the women, “Do not be afraid, for I know that you are looking for Jesus, who was crucified. He is not here; he has risen, just as he said. Come and see the place here he lay. (Matthew 28v5-6)

Perfect love casts our fear. There ain’t no cure for love but love is the cure for fear. Twice Mary and Mary are told “Do no be afraid.” Like the two Mary’s, Leonard Cohen also hears the angel:

“I walked into this empty church; I had no place else to go. When the sweetest voice I ever heard whispered to my soul. I don't need to be forgiven for loving you so much. It's written in the scriptures. It's written there in blood. And I even heard the angels declare it from above.”

The first witnesses to the Resurrection were told twice: “Do not fear.”

Do not be afraid.

Do not be afraid of the Powers.

Do not be afraid of Rome, the chief priests and the soldiers.

Do not be afraid of death.

Do not be afraid of life.

Do not be afraid of being afraid.

As people who live the Resurrection, this is your message too: do not be afraid.

This Easter, there is much to be afraid of:

o   COVID

o   violent weather patterns bringing first fire then flood,

o   war,

o   poverty

o   and more disease.

In the context of our church life there is much to be afraid of:

·      the failure of the church’s mission in a post Christian world,

·      the indifference of our secular society,

·      the closure of churches and

·      the jaded fatigue of the faithful.

The Scriptures tell us do not fear.

Do not be afraid of what God might want to do in our lives and communities and in the life and community of the church.

Do not be afraid when new things, unthinkable things for some, begin to be suggested, promulgated, and made standard practice in church:

·         a more flexible approach to Scripture,

·         the consecration of women bishops,

·         a new attitude to sexual minorities,

·         the suggestion that things that have been considered mortally sinful for centuries, may not be sinful at all,

·         and things that have been considered standard practice might be deeply evil.

 This text from Matthew urges us repeatedly do not be afraid.”

The Easter account offers one final shock:

“Suddenly Jesus met them. “Greetings,” he said. They came to him, clasped his feet, and worshiped him. Then Jesus said to them, “Do not be afraid. Go and tell my brothers to go to Galilee; there they will see me.” (Matthew 28.9-10)

Why does Jesus ask them to return to Galilee? In Matthew 4:15-16 (quoting from Isaiah 9:1-2) Galilee is called "Galilee of the Gentiles." The disciples are told to Galilee because Galilee is the Gateway of the Gentile world. In other words, ALL people and ALL nations are included in the Love Story of Easter. God’s Resurrected Cosmic Presence is available to ALL. ALL are ONE in God, in LOVE.

Likewise, Cohen realises that his love for his partner and his love for God is one and the same thing. This is resurrected awareness.

“I don't need to be forgiven for loving you so much. It's written in the scriptures. It's written there in blood. And I even heard the angels declare it from above.”

Resurrected awareness recognises that there is only love. Love disintegrates boundaries and separation. There is no difference between the love for God and love for one another. In every moment of loving another: a lover, a child, a pet, an aspect of nature, we are at that moment loving God and more importantly God is loving through us and loving through us.

The Easter Love story means this:

In the gaze of love, you and I meet, and we are one.

I find you there.

And you find me there.

In the gaze of love, in the gaze of the cosmic Christ we meet.

And in this gaze of love none are damaged.

 None are excluded.

All are embraced.

The resurrected Christ fills every atom, every galaxy, every quark, every vast ocean with abundant love. Thus, all space is sacred, all people are sacred.

The gaze of love does not hide in chosen sites or chosen believers. It breaks open and dawns on all with equal grace.

And the fact that we find each other at all .

The fact that we continue to love and be loved, is the greatest of proofs of God’s resurrection and God’s insistent persistent existence.

Holy Week. Hallelujah.

Holy Week. Hallelujah.

But not Handel’s exuberant, joyous hallelujah chorus, where listeners erupt in utter elation, standing. Who can possibly remain seated when the hallelujah in both the highest notes and lowest tones commands otherwise?  Handel’s Hallelujah has at least three exclamation marks after it – it is an uppercase hallelujah exclaimed from the rooftops, the hilltops, the mountains. HALLELUJAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A Holy Week hallelujah is Leonard Cohen’s Hallelujah. Cohen’s Hallelujah is at the same time somber and content. A Holy Week hallelujah is in small case letters, followed by the sigh of a full stop. It contains the mind’s commitment to praise God even when one’s heart is not in it. In between each ha-lle-lu-jah syllable, is the pain of broken dreams, regrets, and sorrows that are yet to be mourned.

Leonard Cohen’s holy week hallelujah has the marriage of joy and sorrow, major and minor chords: “the major fourth…the minor fifth, the baffled king (David) composing hallelujah.” This is precisely the marriage of emotions that cradle us through Holy Week: sadness and delight,  wholeness and brokenness, extravagance and bitterness, the ups and downs of life that we in the second part of life know intimately. 

As Cohen writes: “Love is not a victory march; it’s a cold and it’s a broken hallelujah…”A holy week hallelujah encourages us to praise God through the pain, sadness and struggle that life drags us through, expressing our gratitude in the blessing that life is still good… hallelujah.

May we sit with Jesus in the garden of Gethsemane,

brave enough to acknowledge our human blessings

and our divine imperfections

…hallelujah.

May we watch with Mary on Friday as Christ and cosmos are rent asunder,

bold enough to lament our defeats and losses,

yet grateful for the mixed blessing we call life

…hallelujah.

May we sit with Christ in the tomb on Saturday,

courageous enough to hold emptiness with compassion

yet able to announce a broken, but authentic …hallelujah.

I heard there was a secret chord

That David played and it pleased the Lord

But you don’t really care for music, do you

Well it goes like this the fourth, the fifth

The minor fall and the major lift

The baffled king composing hallelujah

You say I took the name in vain

I don’t even know the name
But if I did, well really, what’s it to you?
There’s a blaze of light
In every word
It doesn’t matter which you heard
The holy or the broken Hallelujah 

I did my best, it wasn’t much
I couldn’t feel, so I tried to touch
I’ve told the truth, I didn’t come to fool you
And even though
It all went wrong
I’ll stand before the Lord of Song

With nothing on my tongue but Hallelujah

© Leonard Cohen

1 Samuel 16:1-13
David as the anointed leader. The person God calls to lead may not be the person we would expect.

John 9:1-41
Jesus heals the blind man on the Sabbath. Lots of stuff about blindness and seeing.

Jesus heals a man born blind. He heals him through an act of anointing where he creates mud with his saliva. John 9:6:  “When Jesus had said this, he spat on the ground and made mud with saliva and spread the mud over the man’s eyes.” Here Jesus is redoing Genesis where God created Adam and Eve out of mud. The word Adam is from the Hebrew word Adamah and means “mud creature”. Jesus is restoring the man to his “original state”. The man born blind was never a sinner, although he was judged a sinner by his community who determined that his lack of sight was a punishment from God. In anointing him with the mud of creation Jesus makes clear that the man born blind always was and is an original blessing, blessed to be a blessing to others. The man born blind is also anointing as a king in the new creation inaugurated by Jesus. The new creation is a state of utter unity with God knowing that God is everywhere.

Exodus 17:1-7
God delivers water from the rock to the
grumbling Israelites. 

John 4:5-42
A Samaritan woman and Jesus at Jacob’s well.

John 4 describes a scene where both Jesus and a Samaritan receive living water and have their deepest needs met. Exodus 17 describes the people of God asking for drinking water. Wandering through the desert, the people are thirsty and complaining, they are in desperate need of water. At no point does God reprimand them for their complaints. Instead God provides. God instructs Moses to strike a rock. Moses then provides water for the physical needs of his community by hitting a rock. The need for spiritual living water is as important to the need for safe drinking water. Like the Hebrew people, the poor of today cry out to leaders for water. Without safe drinking water people will ask (Exodus 17.7): “is the Lord with us or not?” In this situation it would be hard to speak of the reality of Jesus as the living water when there is no
drinking water. Unusually, the lucky country Australia, counts itself among the poor crying out for water. There is never an appropriate time to have a water shortage.

However, the bush fires that burnt through Australia for months on end exacerbated the dismay of dry rivers and drought conditions. Like Jesus we too can demand access to water for all. Jesus is at the well but has no access to the water. He says to the Samaritan woman “give me a drink”. With this demand Jesus authorises the poor of the world to demand their right to clean water. Water is a gift from God for us and all creation that all might have life and have life in all its fullness. What is our response to the state of water? Moses´ response was to hit a rock. We too need to hit the “rocks”, such as multinationals and governments that stand as stumbling stones blocking access to water. How do we strike the rock? Dripping water wears away stone, not by force, but by persistence, said the poet Ovid. “Dripping water” is to persistently call for justice. “Dripping water” is to be insistent in water justice for all.

We don’t need to see Lent as a gloomy time, a sad time or a depressing time.  Lent provides a great opportunity to reflect on the depth of our Creator God’s love for us and the amazing things God has done for us.
Lent is also a time for self-examination, which reveals our shortcomings and helps us to recognize our need for God.
As we worship together, we remember our story as the people of God and are reminded that God has met and still meets all our needs.
We also join Christ in his struggle against evil and death.  In joining Jesus in that struggle, we also join him in his victory.

Matthew 4:1-11

1 Then Jesus was led up by the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted by the devil. 2 He fasted forty days and forty nights, and afterwards he was famished. 3 The tempter came and said to him, “If you are the Son of God, command these stones to become loaves of bread.” 4 But he answered, “It is written, ‘One does not live by bread alone, but by every word that comes from the mouth of God.’ ” 5 Then the devil took him to the holy city and placed him on the pinnacle of the temple, 6 saying to him, “If you are the Son of God, throw yourself down; for it is written, ‘He will command his angels concerning you,’ and ‘On their hands they will bear you up, so that you will not dash your foot against a stone.’ ” 7 Jesus said to him, “Again it is written, ‘Do not put the Lord your God to the test.’ ” 8 Again, the devil took him to a very high mountain and showed him all the kingdoms of the world and their splendor; 9 and he said to him, “All these I will give you, if you will fall down and worship me.” 10 Jesus said to him, “Away with you, Satan! for it is written, ‘Worship the Lord your God, and serve only him.’ ” 11 Then the
devil left him, and suddenly angels came and waited on him.

On the last Sunday before Lent the Church focuses on the story of what we describe as “the transfiguration of Jesus”. Perhaps we do this to be reminded that there is no place for any follower of Jesus to pitch a tent where we stay put, continually thinking about the moments of success and truth which occasionally come our way.
Like the disciples with Jesus on the mountain, we too are privileged to stand within God's salvation history: between being given the Law, the prophets and the life, death and resurrection of Jesus.
Sometimes we see hints of the glory which lies ahead, but, if we were to settle now for 'the seeds of the promise' while we are still on the journey, we would miss out on the promise itself.
We must follow a suffering Jesus along a way of the Cross to come to the glory.

Matthew 17:1-9

1 Six days later, Jesus took with him Peter and James and his brother John and led them up a high mountain, by themselves. 2 And he was transfigured before them, and his face shone like the sun, and his clothes became dazzling white. 3 Suddenly there appeared to them Moses and Elijah, talking with him. 4 Then Peter said to Jesus, “Lord, it is good for us to be here; if you wish, I will make three dwellings here, one for you, one for Moses, and one for Elijah.” 5 While he was still speaking, suddenly a bright cloud overshadowed them, and from the cloud a voice said, “This is my Son, the Beloved; with him I am well pleased; listen to him!” 6 When the disciples heard this, they fell to the ground and were overcome by fear. 7 But Jesus came and touched them, saying, “Get up and do not be afraid.” 8 And when they looked up, they saw no one except Jesus himself alone. 9 As they were coming down the mountain, Jesus ordered them, “Tell no one about the vision until after the Son of Man has been raised from the dead.”

How righteousness works in daily life
The Pharisees said that righteousness consisted of performing certain actions,……doing things.
However, Jesus wanted people to know that your relationship with God was all about how you were thinking …. Your motivation.

It was the same with sin.  The Pharisees had a list of external actions that were sinful, but Jesus explained that sin (falling short of God’s plan for us) actually begins with having the wrong attitude.

So, in the Gospel today Jesus speaks plainly about the effect of wrong attitudes or wrong thinking.

We are told that anger is murder in the heart. Jesus didn’t say that anger leads to murder; He said that anger IS murder. Anger is an unhelpful thing which makes us destroyers instead of builders. Anger robs us of freedom and makes us prisoners. To hate someone is to commit murder in our hearts.

Similarly, lust is actually adultery and envy is in effect stealing.

Jesus taught that our conversation should be so honest and our character so true that we don’t need to “swear by the hair of your chinny, chin, chin” or “cross my heart and spit” to have people believe us.

Words depend on character and swearing oaths can’t compensate for a poor character.  The more words someone uses to convince us, the more
suspicious we should be.

We honour God by being thoughtful about what we say.

Matthew 17:1–9 (NRSV)

1 Six days later, Jesus took with him Peter and James and his brother John and led them up a high mountain, by themselves. 2 And he was transfigured before them, and his face shone like the sun, and his clothes became dazzling white. 3 Suddenly there appeared to them Moses and Elijah, talking with him. 4 Then Peter said to Jesus, “Lord, it is good for us to be here; if you wish, I will make three dwellings here, one for you, one for Moses, and one for Elijah.” 5 While he was still speaking, suddenly a bright cloud overshadowed them, and from the cloud a voice said, “This is my Son, the Beloved; with him I am well pleased; listen to him!” 6 When the disciples heard this, they fell to the ground and were overcome by fear. 7 But Jesus came and touched them, saying, “Get up and do not be afraid.” 8 And when they looked up, they saw no one except Jesus himself alone. 9 As they were coming down the mountain, Jesus ordered them, “Tell no one about the vision until after the Son of Man has been raised from the dead.”

Salt and Light
Jesus doesn’t say, “You will be the salt of the earth” or “You have within you the potential to become the salt of the earth.” He says, “You ARE the salt of the earth”. We are being told that, by God’s grace, the miracle of our transformation has already begun.

Salt has little influence while sitting in a salt shaker. However, it has great value when we mix it, in the right proportions, into our food. When it is sprinkled on (or cooked into) our food, it changes the food into something very tasty and desirable.
Our congregations are sometimes small, but that doesn’t matter. Just as a few grains of salt can make a big difference in food, so also a few faithful Christians can make a big difference in the world.
Jesus also says to his disciples, “You are the light of the world.” Our light comes from our relationship to Christ. Our light is not our own, but is the reflection of Jesus’ light.
Christ intends each of us to be a light. Some will be small lights and some will be bigger, but we are all to shine brightly ….. a thousand points of light …. a million points …. a billion!
If every Christian had her or his light turned on, this would be a very different world!

Matthew 5:13-20
13 “You are the salt of the earth, but if salt has lost its taste, how shall its saltiness be restored? It is no longer good for anything except to be thrown out and trampled under people’s feet. 14 “You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. 15 Nor do people light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a stand, and it gives light to all in the house. 16 In the same way, let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in heaven. 17 “Do not think that I have come to abolish the Law or the Prophets; I have not come to abolish them but to fulfill them. 18 For truly, I say to you, until heaven and earth pass away, not an iota, not a dot, will pass from the Law until all is accomplished. 19 Therefore whoever relaxes one of the least of these commandments and teaches others to do the same will be called least in the kingdom of heaven, but whoever does them and teaches them will be called great in the kingdom of heaven. 20 For I tell you, unless your righteousness exceeds that of the scribes and Pharisees, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.

It’s always encouraging to get to the point where we are “half way” there. It’s the point when we become much more likely to continue on than to go back. This weekend, our Rector Desiree is half way through her long service leave.

And this Fourth Sunday after Epiphany is when we are half way between the Season of Christmas and the Season of Lent. A good time to reflect on our journey (that is our Spiritual Journey).

Was the beginning at Christmas really exciting and meaningful? Or was it just another round of the same old stuff we always do with a little bit of Celebrating Baby Jesus thrown in?

Do we see any real significance in the approach of Lent? Some people might be starting to think of Lent coming up wondering if it mightn’t be a good idea to try giving something up again this year. Others might be planning to do some extra reading or study throughout Lent.
Maybe you are like me and have had the thought pass through your mind that “I just don’t know what I should do”.

As I was preparing for the services this weekend, I discovered the answer in the sentence for today from Micah Chapter 6 Verse 8 … “What does the Lord require of you but to do justice, and to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God?” 

The Gospel according Matthew 5:1–12

1 Seeing the crowds, he went up on the mountain, and when he sat down, his disciples came to him. 2 And he opened his mouth and taught them, saying: 3 “Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. 4 “Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted. 5 “Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth. 6 “Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied. 7 “Blessed are the merciful, for they shall receive mercy. 8 “Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God. 9 “Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called sons of God. 10 “Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. 11 “Blessed are you when others revile you and persecute you and utter all kinds of evil against you falsely on my account. 12 Rejoice and be glad, for your reward is great in heaven, for so they persecuted the prophets who were before you.

Whiplash. That is the only way to describe this week’s Gospel. From the joy of Christ’s birth, we plummet to a genocidal massacre of innocents in a few short verses. Matthew 2.13-23 briefly describes the life of the Holy Family as refugees. Fleeing religious and political persecution, Mary, Joseph, and Jesus escape to Egypt. Back home in Jerusalem, king Herod slaughters all male infants in an attempt to preserve power at all costs. The episode of genocide connects Christ with Israel’s past traditions and his future work. The consequence of Christ’s work is execution. Christ disrupts the status quo and so we live a prayer of lovingkindness for disrupted lives: refugees, survivors of fire and flood, those fleeing persecution of any kind, and those living the joyful disruption of parenthood, new faith and transformed lives.

ADVENT LOVE— We are in the fourth week of getting ready to come close to the mystery of Christmas. In this fourth week we remember the Magi, the wise people. They came from the East and they were so wise that people thought they were magic. We get our word magic from the name they were called in their language – Magi. Of all the things they knew, they knew the most about stars. When they noticed a wild star they were curious and decided to follow where it was going. The wild star led the Magi to love – the Christ child. The fourth candle is lit for the charism of love. The Magi do for Jesus the Christ child what he cannot do for himself – they assure him of love.
There are some things that human beings cannot do for themselves, Jesus included. No human can teach him or herself language. Human beings cannot assure themselves of their worth, that they are heard, valued and taken seriously. The gift of love is the real gift that the Magi offer Jesus. The treasures the magi offer Jesus assure him that he is worthy, valued, noticed, heard and taken seriously.

The Gospel according Matthew 1:18–25

18 Now the birth of Jesus Christ took place in this way. When his mother Mary had been betrothed to Joseph, before they came together she was found to be with child from the Holy Spirit. 19 And her husband Joseph, being a just man and unwilling to put her to shame, resolved to divorce her quietly. 20 But as he considered these things, behold, an angel of the Lord appeared to him in a dream, saying, “Joseph, son of David, do not fear to take Mary as your wife, for that which is conceived in her is from the Holy Spirit. 21 She will bear a son, and you shall call his name Jesus, for he will save his people from their sins.” 22 All this took place to fulfill what the Lord had spoken by the prophet: 23 “Behold, the virgin shall conceive and bear a son, and they shall call his name Immanuel” (which means, God with us). 24 When Joseph woke from sleep, he did as the angel of the Lord commanded him: he took his wife, 25 but knew her not until she had given birth to a son. And he called his name Jesus.

ADVENT PEACE— Perhaps some images of Advent will guide us into its meaning. Images that are helpful are lessons from nature; how seeds grow in dirt and darkness, hidden from the sun’s light. Another image is of a child growing in its mother’s womb, hidden, mysterious, uncertain, but growing to maturity in darkness.

Similarly Advent is a time of darkness for us; we are set free to embrace doubt and questions. In fact doubt is often a sign of spiritual growth: the more faith the more doubt. In advent we embrace darkness, doubt and questioning. As a child grows in the darkness of the womb, so too does our faith grow in darkness, in doubt, in questioning, in waiting. So much of our faith is about being “full” and so much of our spirituality is about having answers. Some expect their faith to make their life full: full of happiness, full of answers. The Creed for example is too direct, too exact, too correct, too forceful, too right. We expect of ourselves to constantly be on a spiritual high, to always feel the immediate presence of God, to always have peace and joy. In contrast Advent asks us for “emptiness.” Advent asks us to be comfortable with our questions and our doubt and wants us to realise that doubt is the other side of faith. Advent is about owning the shadows, not turning our backs on them and trusting that they will eventually lead us to God, albeit by another road.

The Gospel according Matthew 3:1–12

1 In those days John the Baptist appeared in the wilderness of Judea, proclaiming, 2 “Repent, for the kingdom of heaven has come near.” 3 This is the one of whom the prophet Isaiah spoke when he said, “The voice of one crying out in the wilderness: ‘Prepare the way of the Lord, make his paths straight.’ ” 4 Now John wore clothing of camel’s hair with a leather belt around his waist, and his food was locusts and wild honey. 5 Then the people of Jerusalem and all Judea were going out to him, and all the region along the Jordan, 6 and they were baptized by him in the river Jordan, confessing their sins. 7 But when he saw many Pharisees and Sadducees coming for baptism, he said to them, “You brood of vipers! Who warned you to flee from the wrath to come? 8 Bear fruit worthy of repentance. 9 Do not presume to say to yourselves, ‘We have Abraham as our ancestor’; for I tell you, God is able from these stones to raise up children to Abraham. 10 Even now the ax is lying at the root of the trees; every tree therefore that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. 11 “I baptize you with water for repentance, but one who is more powerful than I is coming after me; I am not worthy to carry his sandals. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and fire. 12 His winnowing fork is in his hand, and he will clear his threshing floor and will gather his wheat into the granary; but the chaff he will burn with unquenchable fire.”

The Gospel according Matthew 3:1–12

1 In those days John the Baptist appeared in the wilderness of Judea, proclaiming, 2 “Repent, for the kingdom of heaven has come near.” 3 This is the one of whom the prophet Isaiah spoke when he said, “The voice of one crying out in the wilderness: ‘Prepare the way of the Lord, make his paths straight.’ ” 4 Now John wore clothing of camel’s hair with a leather belt around his waist, and his food was locusts and wild honey. 5 Then the people of Jerusalem and all Judea were going out to him, and all the region along the Jordan, 6 and they were baptized by him in the river Jordan, confessing their sins. 7 But when he saw many Pharisees and Sadducees coming for baptism, he said to them, “You brood of vipers! Who warned you to flee from the wrath to come? 8 Bear fruit worthy of repentance. 9 Do not presume to say to yourselves, ‘We have Abraham as our ancestor’; for I tell you, God is able from these stones to raise up children to Abraham. 10 Even now the ax is lying at the root of the trees; every tree therefore that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. 11 “I baptize you with water for repentance, but one who is more powerful than I is coming after me; I am not worthy to carry his sandals. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and fire. 12 His winnowing fork is in his hand, and he will clear his threshing floor and will gather his wheat into the granary; but the chaff he will burn with unquenchable fire.”